Alpha of Mine

ASHINA'S POV

Staring up to the skies, as I watch the gradual changes in the weather. The sun was getting brighter gradually,and I could feel the heat.The Warm sun and humidity hit my face like opening a dryer mid-cycle. And trust me, it felt good.

the radiation on me, felt like it was directly staring at me.

It's amazing to watch a  single ball  brighten up the planet this much.

I'm just here alone, lost in the woods, doing nothing for myself. The only thing I do every morning is to watch the sun set.

Hoping each day that it would tell me, this was all just a dream.

“Ashina we need to find a shady place, I'm no more comfortable here”

Hahaha, I can't believe I now share this unique bond with the sun, that I could hear it speak to me.

Oh no wait! Did I say that it was the sun? Yaa …. I guess I'm gradually losing my mind too.

That was my mate Logan, did I say my mate? I'm not  sure about that yet. But we both stay in the woods together. I know … I know what was on your mind, oh you thought I stayed in the woods alone? No, that's not close to being possible.

Okay.. okay I know I actually said I stayed alone. Anyways, what can I say? Don't just take me by my words.I'll gladly give you that as a piece of advice. Because I clearly don't know what words keep coming out of my mouth every now and then.

It's difficult for me here, and I'm sure it has the same effect on Logan. I can't believe we've been here for several years.

“Ashina you are not saying anything? We just got here yesterday and you are already acting this way, what will happen if we stay out here for a week?”

“Huh? Yesterday? You mean we've only spent a night here? I asked

I'm certain Logan has no idea what he is talking about. Ya I'm sure he doesn't.

“Ashina please you need some rest and you have to stop thinking. Just take a look at what you are doing to yourself. We just got here last night, and it's not yet up to twenty four hours and you need to at least rest. Instead of sitting there and be lost in your thoughts''

“Did you at least have some rest last night?”

“Don't worry Logan, I'm perfectly fine. You should be disturbed about yourself because you are clearly losing it” I laughed as I said this.

Yes I'm right, I'm sure about that. Logan needs the help of a physician, I'm sure they would agree with me that Logan was out of his mind.

I thought werewolves don't run mad, I thought we were special. But no! Just take a look at Logan, since he woke up he has been saying all sorts of things that are not  in line with what is going on.

Why would he say we only arrived here last night? Is he trying to play with my mind? I'm sure he knows I hate it when he tries to make a fool of me because I'm no fool.

Just look at how lovely this place is. All he should have done was to join me and watch the beauty of the sun and not sit there and spit things that absolutely made no sense.

Ya ….. Ya ….. I know I said it is difficult out here for me and for Logan too, I'm sure you understand why it's difficult for me? Tell me who can endure the company of a werewolf who has clearly lost his mind.

I am not comfortable with his presence and that's why it's difficult for me.

Or maybe not …….

Well I had to ignore him because I wasn't done meditating, he distracted me while I was at it.

I sat back, taking a comfortable posture as I leaned on one of the barks of a tree in the woods, I tilted my head to the sky again, this time I supported my head with my right hand that was placed under my chin and I leaned my elbow on my knee.

Just the perfect posture to take the full glimpse of this sun, because it was the only best thing that is going on in my life right now.