Im my Brothers Mate

Hazel slowly trailed the edge of my ear with his lip, his hand driving through my long dark hair as he leaned in for a kiss.

"Don't you think we should wait a bit and make this moment more magical?" I asked because I couldn't shut the voice of uncertainty in my head. This was not the way I pictured my first time to be. I wanted it to be special, I wanted it to be on my wedding night, and I wanted my virginity to be a precious gift to my mate Loki after he had marked me and shown it to the whole pack that we belonged together. But him not making it known to everyone worried me.

"I love you, Hazel, and can't wait any longer to have you", Loki said, holding my hands and spinning me around.

"You look so beautiful and breathtaking in this dress, and I bet you would look better without it", Loki complimented, and I blushed a bit.

"I just want to know ", he cut short, placing a kiss on my forehead, but I couldn't shake the feeling of not belonging gnawing deep inside me.

Growing up in a pack where I was bullied and termed as the debilitated one, I was not regarded as anything special. It was a hard life and nothing made sense. The pain and humiliation each day grew worse until the moon goddess smiled at me, and I finally found my mate. He was no ordinary wolf but next in line to become the beta of our prestigious pack.

Every moment I waited to find Loki was worth the while. The pain and rejection I felt was no longer lingering In my head, as Loki was exceptionally kind and loving towards me. I hoped for the moment he would know we were together and I was no longer useless.

"I know you are worried because I have not made our relationship official" I nodded my head in agreement with his words. Finally, he knew what was holding me back and why I was hesitant to allow him to have his way with me.

"I assure you, Hazel, I am also waiting for the moment I would be officially made beta, and then right in front of the whole pack, I would make you mine. You are so special to me and I want to make you feel that way too. For now, I want us to keep it between us and give everyone the shock of their lives" I smiled inwardly; I loved his plan, and the thought of the look on everyone's face would be worth it.

Loki always had his ways with words that melted my heart, and once again, he calmed my fears and tossed my reasoning aside.

I stirred at him, his deep blue eyes bearing a tale of passion, his lips curled up, and his perfectly built body made me desire him even more. But there was a wave of doubt that washed over Me and before I could resist him again, his deep baritone voice came calling.

"Now come here, you naughty girl", Loki said as he pulled me closer for a kiss. I tried to hold myself back and answer the one question that had always bugged me

"Was this what I wanted?"