Mount Royal, Volume 2 of 3
est winter, with which ever Transatlantic weather-prophet threatened our island. The sultry heat of a tropical Tuesday was followed by the blighting east wind of a chilly Wednesday; and in the t
a few days more, and in order that the days should not hang heavily on his hands, she urged him to make the most of his Scottish holiday by enjoying a day or two's salmon fishing. The first floods, which did not
one o' the presses," said the old lady;
m like a dream of grey wintry beauty-it is no more to him than a picture in a gallery-he has rarely time to feel Nature's tranquil charms. Even when he must needs stand still for a while, he is devoured by impatience to be scampering off again, and to see the world in motion. But the angler has leisure to steep himself in the atmosphere of hill and streamlet-to take Nature's colours into his soul. Eve
in, and followed the lightning-swift rush of the salmon down stream, and then, turning him after some difficulty, had to fo
e seeds of pneumonia under his oilskin jacket. Next day he contrived to crawl about the gardens, reading "Burton" in an idle desultory way that suited so desultory a book, longing for a letter from Christabel, and sorely tired of his Scottish seclusion. On the day after he was
d with eager trembling hands, looking for joy and comfort in its pages. But, as he read, his palli
make such poor amends as may be made for that wrong," wrote Christabel. "I forgive you all the sorrow you have brought upon me: it was in a great measure my own fault. I was too eager to link my life with yours. I almost thrust myself upon you. I will revere and honour you all the days of my life, if you will do right in this hard crisis of our fate. Knowing what I know I could never be happy as your wife: my soul would be wrung with jealous fears; I shou
r constan
abel Co
ct that had prompted this letter: a good woman's profound pity for a fallen sister; an innocent woman's readiness to see
and kissed the letter before
tabel. He asked his nurse to bring him a telegraph for
but to you. There can be no question of broken faith with
ingers scrawled the lines
laim the fulfilment of a bright girl's promise of marriage?
hed his soundings and questionings, Angus
out," he said, "and I believe you. But I want you to go a little furth
ur scemptoms may be temporary, and what pairmenent; but ye've a vairy sha
d of consumpti
iny other
eteen; my father's moth
ively retrospaict. Is this you
three
d doctor sh
g much of your life in thees country. Ye might do vairy weel in September and Octobe
I shall be a l
nces beyond human foresight. I couldn't conscienti
an in my condition is
nt a plai
t that you c
nd modern enlightenment, and our advanced knowledge of the mainsprings of life and death. What, sir, can it be less than a crime to bring into this world children burdened with an hered
ok of books. I k
Death, if not subdued, may be made to keep his distance, seemply by a due observance of natural laws-by an unselfish forethought and regard in each member of the human species for the welfare of the mult
ew brief years of perfect bliss, and go down lonely to the grave-to accept this doctrine of renunciation, and count himself as one dead in life. Yet a year ago I told myself p
said the Scotchman, gravely, but with infinite pity in his shrewd old face
feeling, and then silently turned his face to the wall, whereu
mselves immortal, and death a calamity of which one reads in the newspapers with only a kindly interest in other people's mortality. All through the gay London season he had been so utterly happy, so wonderfully well, that the insidious disease, which had declared itself in the past by so many unmistakable symptoms, seemed to have relaxed its grip upon him. He began to have faith in an advanced medical
he thing in the light-hearted way of a man for whom humanity is a collection of "cases," was jocose and congratulatory, full of wonder at his patient's restoration, and taking credit to himself for having recommended Hyères. And now the enemy had him by the throat. The foe, no longe
e-read Christabel's letter, s
selfish desire to do right. If she only knew the truth-but, better that she should be spared th
and wrote, in a hand which he strove to
ould pain me too much to explain. I have loved you, I do love you, better than my own joy or comfort, better than my own lif
ver aff
s Ham
Mrs. Tregonell, telling her of his illness, and of his conversation with the Scotch doctor, and the decision at which he had arrived on
aving her from infinite pain in the future, nothing that she or even you could say about my past follies would induce me to renounce her. I would fig
hed to his valet to bring books and other necessaries from his chambers in the Albany, and to meet him in the Isle of Arran, w