In Search of Redemption

ng in the doorway, but facing the room now, finding it funny. The glint in his eyes w

le accident and died! How did you expect m

at wouldn't be

shower, got dressed in her best clothes, lay in bed, picked up a

as if you d

acked away confused b

across his eyes, but it was only for a second. It

ome time." He reported impersonally, but I felt a hint of malevo

ou're just trying to make me confused." "And what would I get ou

me on that floor, in t

. The humor almost completel

wasn't that bad! And it was you yourself who didn't allow us to remove

me with contempt, believing me to be a beggar! That's why nobody thought

lled h

Besides, despite the resemblance, we are not in the earthly home. Here we don't have society demanding absurd beha

enance was now professional looking

were not accepting help?" I asked teasingly. Actually, he hadn't been rude, he just hadn't flo

eam and I would wake up in your house, in your warm bed. You are a fool! But you are not the only one. Many do that. I did it myself, although it didn't take m

y mind, were the ones he said that he had not awakened in a pleasant place. I just couldn

he deserved it, but these are the Divine Master'

you talki

developed a

it wasn't that I wanted to know. It wa

for us. And you are not a special p

ld have treated myself and survived. We are agreeing on

ing your mother from descending into the hot sky. Your arrival

ve to do with this? And

she would torment her, throwing all the blame for her illness on her back, and she not being able to bear to see her suffering anymore and really believing she was to blame, would t

s, for I realized that he didn't like me, for he loved my mother very much and would never do such a

ge of plans..." I decided to tease just to

. For you. I happened to read your chart a

I could not think of anything I had done to offend anyone. On the contrary. I was always friendly to everyone, without worrying about social status,

u for an angel... You have more characteristics o

e the most beautiful song I have ever h

ave an admirable

eryone t

like the kind of laid-back girl

mpli

t it can also

flatterin

didn't mean

crue

ensitive li

man attracted me, even when he was t

ttle girl.

with a look of un

ut I wouldn't mind if

a deep

'm exhausted and in no mood to continue listening to your nonsense. So why don't you try being a

could, bu

why

re of you. Until you recover, you are my pa

en or hell after all?" It was a question meant to be amusi

eit

. Of course! I'm goin

phase. It is time to weigh the pros and cons of a possible return. This is where you will learn to know yourself and pr

dy and continue my life. But since I can't, at the mom

y sure you don't

e a shower, change my clothes, rest.... Things I can do per

modesty, wouldn't stop me from seeing you if I wanted to, w

deserve your resentment?" Now I thought he

some time before he seemed to

ing I do is for your good. What I say... You seem to make me act irrationally.

ll call you i

! I have already decided that I wil

ope, won't

et it w

nd the most amazing thing was that the water was the same pleasant temperature as when I entered. I got out decided and chose some clothes, trying to understand why I still had the same needs as when I was on the ground, brushed my hair and teeth, and looked at the bed with the intention of lying down for a while, when I saw a tray on the nightstand beside the bed.

ht was what is he doing here? On the other hand, I couldn't stop admiring him. He had beautiful legs, thick and with golden hair. He was wearing only his underwear! I smiled as I saw this. How could I be attracted to him even after I was dead? And the only man I ever wanted in my life was no longer in the same world as me... So that question persisted. Why was he attracting me? Even more so with

you saw?" he asked, alre

g here in my room w

you talking about?" He seemed ge

he amusement still shone stronger in his eyes. And he tried to cover it up as if it was so

l mixing your other life with this

o do with another? What you

y home, if you woke up with a man in your

dare you i

cause your flesh has died, doe

ou are! You mean I wished to see

y, almos

f that! In fact, I keep wishi

you

friend once told me that she saw a beautiful man once and didn't think about him again, but at night she dreamed that the stranger came into her room and the two of them had sex in a crazy way. She said that even though s

oked like..." He said o

see you without clothes on, if

is on your side? Not just next door, but miles away. For example, you haven't felt

I've always been very

that right now you're too bus

ou are

not good to feel the vibrations of loved ones? They weaken us and take away our focus..." He said and took a binder from a briefca

ng did I

't think abou

lea

was used to, ab

ou talk as if it were

t said. Wasn't it just a f

admitted. Time ther

sense." He said rolling his eyes. By the looks of

e Pamplona

stared at me,

and suddenly it seemed like he was seeing a different person before him. As if he

said arrogantly to understand what had changed, but he didn't see

if it had something to do with me. I wanted to ask, but something told me that this was not the time. "I watched... I wonder i

How do

the number next to y

h number repre

Th

twenty-four years ol

cours

I only

ven't walked all

t's tr

e many spirits used to wander the earth, and they felt hunger, cold, and a lot of pain. Gabriel closed the subject and after examining me, left without saying

an important part of him, although I still felt a great connection with him. It was growing by the minute. I wondered if he also felt the same way. If he could see that there was an invisible line that connec

used me from my thoughts and I ate everything in re

onversation going, but starting to get

bothering him, and a lot of it. B

n't answer

s not your problem!"

mystery? Some

for the door with strides, but I jumped off the b

something to do w

ice-cold eyes, but g

hat moves me!" I said in an irri

I wanted the Gabriel I knew back, and my

ny further!" He said and wa

And I was willing to change that. He was already too valuable to m