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and my heart crumbled. Perhaps, he is about to take over.

ing what the voice was about to do to me whe

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lung to my waist and pounded in all might. His moans

ened his rod, slamming my hole to

tight. I held unto the strange sensati

nfused on which to focus on – the pain of bein

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to the bathroom at early hour of the dawn. I have no record of how and when my

e I could pick up the school bus before everyone else, is

cond past my pick up time at the bus stop. They are disciplined e

new hired bus driver would always comment on how they look forwar

hool bus drivers and the second studen

erage-man's area; a typical definition of 'neighborhood'. It is unbelieva

passed by every morning. It is indeed warming to se

rivileges the scholarship students receive. Apart fr

he is a classmate. Only a worthy brain can make

enjoy the sight of the busy public anyway; they booze around so early like they haven't slep

old model bungalow waiting for the arrival of the bus. She doesn't

der woman comes out in a hurry with a pack of food. It must be the mum. The trio w

s. The school management has left me after thousands of complaints on how

while attention seekers like my brother, drive themselves. Those

mother insisted I go to this school because she believed t

are a scholarship student disregarding how much you studied for it, you are as good as nothing. Be

to talk to him with zero fruit to his effort. He'd smile and cl

estures towards me when all I could offer him is my emotionless stares. I

the bus makes everyone think w

is still on the bed,

t is a non-exis

ept in my family where I struggle to live

is famous among national heal

ill admit is one of the wealthiest in the country, if not the wealthiest.

se, to his office every morning. Yet, he does. The only vacation he takes off the office is that of

a machine, that would be my father who never breaks down to tiredness or sickness. He has never visite

ver. No one ever told me about her field of the medica

the owner and the doctor in charge are the best in the country. She

f every living person but here I am, liv

fame makes my life noisy and I live ever

ill counting without me. As much as people know that my father has t

o paparazzo has blindly ruined my hide. Sometimes, I'd believe Mr.

ing him. He is not only popular on everyone's television and ph

how he is bored with Miss A, ready to start up with M

truly deserve when they greedily flock after fo

amily's money and that is one thing my parents ensure he does at full

d until 9 A.M before he would magnificently walk h

am certain to be the only one keeping track of dat

is anonymous life of mine, I need neither my elder brother nor younger sister in the picture. We are

t even know the name of the eye-glassed boy who si

o take the school bus. His luxurious lifestyle breeds him lots of attention while the only thing

ars here in this high school and perhaps, in my lifetime. I have attended this school without any media camera

see him on the screen beaming with huge manly smiles responding like a pro. He finds this enterta

r who has refused to retire on my parent's pleas, has woken up before me aga

ia but she has sworn to ensure I don't skip meals n

oy," comes her voi

y handed me the

e old woman the whole day when I was told by my brother that she refused to taste a thing saying she would punish hersel

verfed myself at the school's cafe

I had such a terrible night after she made me eat breakfast, lunch, and dinne

ng, Gr

he glass for I was in no mood to taste

en she supported the glass w

y, drink up

ll the liquid. Granny has never bee

y one of us. She is the only one who has the leverage to lock up my

woke up earlier to lock him up, demanding he take a day off to rest. De

that he promised to come back early that day and rest, whic

said and placed my lunc

y since she wouldn't stop tre

" she said while ad

e than everyone else. Of the truth, I can tell she lo

ood and most times, sings and dances to lighten it. She'd succeed at every

nd I in the kitchen when I helped with the dishes, talking and laughing. I know I saw

y do not get jealous of each other. She must have been touched."

on the outside, but he has never given me any reaso

me. He cares for me just like he is obliged to as his younger brother. This is why I don'

the deserted road sniffing every freshness of the

ed me and I turned to them wondering if they f

g sometimes,

thought. I do not like exercising or engaging in anything that

in his eyes sent his thoughts to me in an instant. I do not blam

s like my brother wake to corrupt it with their noises. It is never no

loud bash of a black van in front of me. I wasn't sure if this was an

ld register their faces. It then occurred to me that I am about

econds. I think this might be me, facing my last mi

rip was tight and whatever that was p

and unreal. I felt my body floating in t