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want to be alone. I don't want to lose the little comfort I'

want to get out of

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annoying me. Yet I know it's

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to risk losin

the pros

to accept but my soul s

move on but my soul scream

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freezes on

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bottom of the hole, so t

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smile appear

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eyebrows an

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her, with a case like mine she will en

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e whole space of this s

ppears on my b

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at my

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clothes but especially his my

first one for a wh

at, Doc. Your baldn

nds on my shoulder and sh

t shiver run

s mean

on his and p

ke physica

a slight nod

siness

olog

it's the contact.

perfectly aligned teeth, but y

at, but you see, you're a bit

comes to

s me, ver

makes my heart beat. A

middle of this c

understand wh

ssed all

nts are

king at me, I

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now. I am

and rests on my

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ard swings before my eyes. I quickly fi

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lly so pro

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cause I'm retiring doesn't mean I'

g of abandonment that was bu

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ory, well, part of it. The rest nobody knows, I

o carry my pain, my s

little Jack! I'm afraid when you see my rep

ok up as my psychologist h

you say

thy grin

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rises me and an

like s

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stan

his high an

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ight twinge

re is your goin

yes r

ises, but I do lik

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Jack! But you

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h a faint smile to encour

o do it. Com

iculously peel off th

e gift paper flying to f

ights up

tes and ... a drawing

the sight of my lit

neasiness in front of his affectionate gesture takes me

er also loves

desk and puts m

eyes his slow and

thank her

e that he can't see my gesture because his

prob

, when I hear his footsteps co

oulder in a soft and delicate

ns, pierces my heart but I rem

come to see me when you wa

. I address him a last smile, false

by for sure.

e door, a spi

on the edge

Take care of yours

r, I shout my

ual of

I leave the doctor

he end of the su

s high in

s wander,

car and

faces me, I

only one who believe

lowed me to get out

t the father I do

I have t

I will fight for her to be