The Morningstar.

graduate and leave, i want to leave this nightmare. At school I'm the yo

my grandpa. I love it this way i prefer the solitude over fake friendships, the girl

m walking toward my doom , i keep my head down,

her side of school, I'm walking toward my class when i collide with someone. I

rry man

wasn't lookin

e Mr. Gerard c

er side of school. I'm going there if you want

uld be great than

people call me nick for

of the class and i had to hide my laugh, the teacher knows my grandpa. H

was sitting on a table alone as i usual

e" i says not wanting him to

...uh just..." he seems lost f

? Theatrical? Take

above" he says

ss riley for real. I shake my head something about that idea feeling wrong

ley in one more class , it was a change to have a f

since he got a car and i don't. I don't make enough money to

ud voice. It was fun and new to me , is this how it feel

wn the radio voice and try my best to put on a poker face.

sk, he probably saw me ge

ir , he offered me a ride si

ere." my grandpa says , his words having an und

to my room , i stay hidden th

, rylie will drive me to and from school,

nted to take me somewhere, i tried to refuse telling hi

the edge of town but the smell of salty water is incredible. The beach is

s hand brush mine a couple times and i blush, does he knows anything, does he suspect anything. Th

are you doin

you" riley say

ur hand, he smile and bring them

a tomatoes. After our walk riley drive me b

tchen starting dinner, by seven pm I'm still cooki

ee the table wasn't set yet, the

alone , i know what to do , i

inner now. I don't speak, excuses only make this th

xpected , although i know I'm gonna get beaten ,

I go up to my room and take two pills i n

have are tw