The Morningstar.

my grandpa office. Plaster a smile on my face

in this small town we got a dark side, everyone got a dark side. I know that from exp

d something to cope with the pain, i need somehing to m

s almost beaten him to death more then once, i know all that cause he's my friend, kind of. We can't be seen

man"

kson says and plant

t and i got butterflies in my stomach when I'm talking to them. But i c

en us , he'll kiss me and I'll push him. He never try more then

on being my friendly drug dealer gave me one pill in exchange for one kiss , he layed his lips on mine and kissed my closed mouth. It

ething for m

o" he answered while

h a chuckle his flirting are

but the prices just g

i ask with shock they can't lift th

tell you what I'll cover the extra for you i

lose mouth only this time he's trying to open my lips with his tongue. I was never kissed before so i got curious and opened my mouth for him

sorry did i take it too far" jac

stuff now" i say and he nod and give me

o get home and start dinner. God forbid dinner being late, i make it in

and drown in my own misery. At seven pm sharp the dinner was ready , gra

which we are about to receive from thy

lowed to leave table before him. When finally he finishe

i said before g

to pray before

s, my room used to belong to my mothe

y bed, a desk and chair no computer for me though , "intern

folded and a dresser. My room is small like r

t in one of my socks , I'm gonna

ke are from doing shores or cutting lawns f

ow or i won't be able to move in the morning i get m

bout that kiss with Jackson it was my first real k

mystery man will kiss me in my dream, f