The Morningstar.

dn't need any pills lately, i was okay, i was surviving. Maybe having riley in my life isn't a bad thing at

cident with him lately. Maybe I'll be able to survive this

, just hanging around whe

been to a

..no wh

nicky ne

say and s

we'll dance together" ~riley says and get closer to me , he's close enough to

never allow me

I promise i, i really promise t

try"

l party i never been to one before, maybe i can tell my grand

ead. Is it a risk worth taking, I'll be with riley maybe

m. I'm still having nightmares but i make sure not to

ck I'll enter through the back door. Grandpa make sure to lock the doors at night but I'll leave it open when i go to throw t

it. What if he want us to be more then just friends. W

ing when i got in his car, he was so excited that he huge

y I get butterflies when I'm close to riley or when

s I'll look like an idiot who never been to a party before. Do

e closer thing i own to be sexy or party appropriate. I go through dinn

o my room, i lock my door and get dressed. I open my window and make sure to keep it open just in case, i

down a tree, it's slippery, so dark that i can't see a thi

hink i just hurt my knees. I limp away from my house, we pl

tep in only to be en

. I thought you ch

made i

music , underage kids drinking alcohol from red cups and some mak

we a couple now I'm so confused. Riley hand me a red cup with

i ask close to his

drink" he sa

riley made me dance with him it was super awkward since i didn'

him toward his bedr

ng fun ni

party" i s

l me close to him , he cup my face a

rge, i kiss back or at least i try to. His hands get lower and

to be touched like that, riley paid me no attention and ju

t he's too busy he's ge

me with all my force

when you figh

un toward the door, he grab me from behind and grin

ke me feel nicky" he

rs streaming down. I almost got raped, i run through the people and hear

end Jackson! God than

egin with. He nod and lead me out toward his motorcycle, we don't bother with helmets, we just got in and run awa