Lonely Girl

"My tears got drop. While I'm thinking about my past the past. It's already 20th years past. But they've been always Come on it in my mind."

"but I'm thankful my second mom. Is always there for me. They always gave me some helpful words to remind me is already a past. It's not a present to happen again."

Mom!. Thanks for everything. For the love, for the cares. You gave me to dad also.

Sweety!. Thank you also. You come with us in our live.

Oh!. Mom your so kind and dad. I've always thankful for what you've done in me.

No problem sweety!. Your also kind and generous. So let go the past its already a past. Focus the future of yours.

OK mom. I'll do forget it soon.

It's good to know that sweety!.

Yhe!, mom I will. "and I kiss and hug mom. Before she living out. And she kiss and hug back."

OK sweety!, I'm living now bye! bye! .

OK mom. Bye! bye!. Take good care and dad also.

"I'm alone now. And I don't have work because it's my day of. So I decided to clean the house and doing laundry."

"The times past. I finished clean the house and the laundry. I feel hungry so cooked food and I finish to cook I started to eat. And I'm so full. So I decided to take some walk."

"from the house I started the walk. I don't have an idea where I can go. so I choice my feet where it can bring me."

"a few minutes walking I see a plaza. And beside its a see. I going in the see and get some rest. I seat In the chair and watching the blue sea."

"the see is calm and the fresh air is so good."

"I wish!. I am like a bird. There's not thinking a problem, they free to fly when ever they want. They eat when they feel Hungry. Not like my past its so painful."

"THE PAST .20 years."

"Mom! Mom!. Don't leave me. I don't have anything. It's only you mom!."

"my mom is died. Im 5 years old that time. She didn't say anything even who's my father. She didn't tell anyone ot to me."

"but I don't mind it. I always cry that time because mom leave me. My aunty and uncle hates me. The don't like to accept me. They're all abandoned me after mom last funeral."

"I don't have home. I don't have what to do because I'm only kid that time. Tha time they abandoned me. I left on the street in how many years."

"I lived in the streets. I'm not the only one in the streets. They are many kids too no home they can't afford to buy there needs. Like me!. I feel jealous of them. even they are hopeless but they have a family with them. Not like me nobody else!."

"I try begging to the people I saw. They gave me food to exchange it I work to them. But they're not accept me because I'm only a kid."

"sometimes they have strangers and kind people. They gave me a food and clothes."

"sometimes I cried . If I feel miss my mom. Sometimes I trying to searching who's my dad. But I'm still kid I don't have enough for it."

"one day, the rains is strong dropping. And the wind is so strong too. And nowhere to take cover until I found a shelter. My body is wet, I seat in the floor. and I cover my all body. with my arms I fold my legs to cover my body. for better feel and more gave hot to my body. And I can't feel cold, but I can't imagine that time what happen to me. I cry that moment because I feel pity to my self. "

"Until my second parent who adopted me. They see me in the street I'm crying because it's have a typhoon that time. They ask me about my self and I say nobody likes me, nobody loves me, nobody wants me. They left me and abandoned me." and I cry louder "."

" they feel pity on me. I saw it in there eyes. "

If you want sweety!. You can come with us!.

"I look there I eyes, to make sure if they're saying a truth. I saw it the are not lie'ng they saying a truth."

It is ok with you?

Yes! Sweety. "the old man say."

OK!, I come with you!. "I smile and the old woman gave her hands. And I accept it. She pull up my hand."

"it's still raining and the wind is still strong. No cars around because the waters flooded in the road."

"but they have a good," Samaritan". He saw us. and they stop the "car, taxi", and ask where we going. And the old man Says the address of her house. "

Ok come inside. I take you there because it's to dangerous now!.

OK!, thank you!." and we come into the car. And they start to run. "

.. Few minutes..

We are here, sir!." driver say".

OK! Mr. Thank you again!. "the old man says".

"then both us get down in the car. And fast going inside the house."

"the old woman, take me to the couch."

Seat first. I find you a cloth to change. " honey you can make a food for us ok!."

OK honey!. No problem!. What if she take a shower first.

"uhm!", sounds good. Sweety!, if you like you can take a shower wile I'm looking a cloth."

" I response smiled only. because I little shy!. Then she got her finger in the wash room. "

" when I saw it. I Toward the bathroom. And take a shower. I feel good take a shower because while im in the streets. I'm not always take a shower. I take a long time to take s shower. The. "

Sweety!, how long have you been inside?.

" then I open the door. "

OK sweety!, here's your cloth. and make it faster. The food is ready.

" I smile to her. "

Ok let's go. We eat now!. "she bring me in the table."

"they serve me a food. And feed me too."

"I feel happiness that time. That how many years past I've never feel it again. The last time it happened when my mom is alive that time.im with mom."

"my tears flowed."

Are you OK sweety?. "the old woman ask me."

"I just nodded"

Maybe you want to tell a story we are ready to listen!.

"I smile to them!." I miss my mom!.

Where's your mom?.

She's already died. I don't know how many years past. I remember I'm 5 years old that time. but now I don't know how old I am!.

Ohhh!, sorry for that sweety!. "and she messed up my hair."

"I just nodded."

It's OK! To finish eating first. So you can sleep well.

" I just nodded again."

You can Tell us what is your name?. "the old man say it."

"uhhmm", they call me Dianne!.

"Owwww!! ", nice name Dianne!.

So!, I'm Sheila, and his Arthur. And you can call us mom and dad if you want

"the old woman say it."

"Uhhmm!", it is okey with you?.

Yup!, we are sure of it. " and there both smile."

"I smile too."

"We finished eating and headed to the bedroom."

"they have two bedroom. There is a one vacant room. And no one uses it."

"So she took me. to that vacant room. and she let me use it"

You will have a room from now on. And this room is yours.

Are you sure for it?.

Yes!. " and she nodded." fell at home sweety!.