Take me to hell

Hi there.. my name is Ella and am a princess.

Well em..let me say like a cage

I don't get to do what I want and am been forced to do what I don't want...

It's so so sad that no one understands me..am been strictly instructed not to keep communications with my personal maid.

This is how things had been ever since I entered the age of marriage..

Now am to behave like a queen..act like one..eat like one..and strictly dress and walk like one.

This is so so hard and difficult!.

I looked out from the window down to the garden..my favourite sit

*Knock knock*

I dressed myself well before cracking my throat

'Come in!'

I said from the outside

'Mother!'

I said with a smile on my face..and as usual..her eyes swept round my room looking for errors on what to correct me of.

She does this Everytime !

Then her eyes landed on me and with a smile on my face I looked at her

'What is a flower doing on your head?'

Did I forget to remove that?!!!!

I blinked my eyes twice before removing it from my hair

'Did you sneak outside again Ella?'

I shook my head

'No I didn't...maybe it's the breeze and even I didn't even know that there was something in my hair..I was busy reading you see!'

I said pointing to the book on my table mother rolled her eyes before walking to me

'Princesses..don't put on flowers on their hair..they put on crowns!'

She said rubbing my face and nodded

'Get dressed...a suitor would be coming for you!'

She said walking away form me

'A suitor??!!'

I said hitting my leg on the floor

She turned around sharply

'Did you say something?'

I shook my head..am literally shivering right now

'I..I..I didn't say anything my queen!'

I said with my head bent down

'Better..I would tell the maids to come prepare your bath and dress you up!'

She said and I nodded my head .

'Be a good girl will you?!'

I watched my door close and inhaled in ..then out.

This is my life..

And I hate it...