This is my life

It had never been this quiet in the past few years. Well, not continuously quiet-just in moments. Let me remember: yes, it had been quiet when she finished elementary school, and again after her first four years of high school. Those were milestones, moments of calm before the next storm of life swept her forward. Now, after a long stretch of uncertainty, the quiet was back. But this time, it felt different. Heavier.

She sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the clock. The results of her final exams were due today. Those results would determine everything-whether she'd get into Evergreen University, whether she'd fulfill her parents' dreams for her, whether she'd finally step into the future she'd been working toward.

She hadn't slept well. How could she? All night, her thoughts had spiraled. What if I didn't do well enough? What if I let everyone down? What if I'm not ready for this? The questions looped endlessly, keeping her awake long after Beth and Benji had drifted off to sleep in their rooms down the hall. Even now, in the early morning light, the weight of those "what ifs" pressed down on her chest.

She glanced at her desk, where her laptop sat closed, waiting to deliver the news. Took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. Today was the day. The quiet wouldn't last much longer.

A knock on the door. Sharp and impatient.

"Jordan, will you stay there forever?" her mom called from the other side.

Jordan sighed, dragging herself off the bed. "Good morning, Mom."

"We need your student ID number, Jordan," her mom said, her voice clipped.

"My number? I thought you guys had it," Jordan replied, leaning against the door.

"Oh, yes, darling, we had it. You gave it to us, right? I must be crazy to ask for it now, right, darling?" Her mom's tone was laced with sarcasm.

Jordan rolled her eyes but stayed silent.

The doorknob rattled. "Open this door, Jordan. I don't have all day. I need your student ID number now," her mom said, her voice firm and no-nonsense.

"What if I lost it, Mom? I can't seem to find it anywhere," Jordan said, playing for time.

Her mom breathed sharply. "Jordan, you're testing my patience. Open this door now."

Jordan scratched her brow, hesitating. She didn't want to get on her mom's bad side, especially not that morning. Reluctantly, she unlocked the door.

"Mom," she flashed a smile-the kind you'd recognize instantly, sweet but slightly mischievous.

Her mom mirrored the smile, though hers was tighter, more strained. "You finally opened the door, darling. That's nice of you." She barged inside, her eyes scanning the room. "Now, where is it?"

Jordan kept the smile plastered on her face.

"Don't give me that smile, darling. I'm not liking it," her mom said, though the corners of her own lips twitched. Like mother like daughter.

"There's this wise saying, Mom," Jordan said, still smiling. "As thou wouldst that men should do to thee, do ye also to them likewise."

Her mom's smile faded, replaced by a stern expression. Jordan looked down, unable to meet her mom's gaze.

"Miss Jordan Carter," her mom said, stepping closer. "By the time I'm back, make sure you've put your act together. If not..."

She turned to leave, but Jordan couldn't resist. "If not?"

Her mom paused, glancing over her shoulder with a look that could freeze water.

"I understand, Mom," Jordan said quickly, her voice small.

"Good."

Jordan let out a huge sigh as her mom left the room. Mom can be scary sometimes. I wish she were more like Dad.

She walked to the window, watching as her mom climbed into a waiting taxi. The car pulled away, and Jordan finally felt like she could breathe again. She made her bed, fixed her hair, and changed into a pair of jeans.

Why haven't I heard these brats yet? she wondered, glancing toward the door. Guess they're-

The sound of shattering glass cut through the silence.

"Benji, I told you to get your own glass. Now look at what you've done!" Beth's voice rang out, sharp and accusatory.

Benji stood amidst the shards of glass, his arms crossed defiantly. "What have I done? It's all your doing! I saw the glass first."

Beth rolled her eyes. "Just so you know, I held it first, not you. Actions are better than observations."

"That's unfair! You're even saying it wrong," Benji protested, his face scrunching up in frustration.