The heart of mafia boss

CHAPTER 1

-HER.POV

"Have you seen Heather?" Heard if Xavier asked our assistant. I stuttered laughing because of my stupidity. He has been searching for me for a while now.

He's used to seeing my face every time he wakes up and this was the first time he woke up without me by his side. Then recently, we have these arguments about him and his job. So I kept threatening him that I will leave him if he doesn't at least control his temper because he might kill all his men. I really hate how his temper goes out of the limit really.

So, because he loves me so much, he will try to control his temper as long as he doesn't repeat it or try to run away. Here I am now playing with him hahaha.

I don't really plan to play with him because I'm just going to pee, but it's o.a. I'm just happy every time he finds me. His face looks like he's pooped, but he's still handsome of course. That's my Xavier.

"if you can't find her then I will fire every single one of you!!!" With wide eyes, I looked at Xavier in the opening of the cabinet I was hiding in and then went out. This man and his short temper. I really do. Aling Demmy was still afraid of his threat.

"Xavier is really your o.a!" I said, I smiled at Manang, who felt sorry for my foolishness.

"I'm sorry. Don't pay attention to Xavier, he's just pausing." I told them and laughed. Aling Demmy laughed at what I said but immediately coughed when Xavier gave him a bad look. This one is really scary. The kind that looks like killing. Glad that, of all the living creatures, it's me who has the power to tame this adamant and hot tempered magnate.

"You have me worried." He said then hugged me. The O.A really has hugs and hugs, but I admit that your grandmother is thrilled again. But sometimes Xavier's immaturity really slips to the max, which is sometimes nice to spank. He said to control his temper. Thank you

He hugged me as if we had been separated for almost a decade. I could feel the gun on the side of his waist. I'm not even surprised since in his line of business and work he never lets his guard down.

"Let's go have our breakfast and get ready because I'll take you to your school." He said that I immediately obeyed.

Yes, I am still studying and I am in my fourth year college taking up as a culinary chief.

After we had breakfast, I immediately got ready.

Xavier and I immediately opened the door to my room when I finished and I saw him waiting outside the door. We walked downstairs while he was holding my hand. And the feelings so endearing having him hold me as if I'm his only queen.

Xavier as he is opened his Porsche Carrera car and helped me in. With him, chivalry's never been dead. Being with this man I get to experience how the old times couple scenarios worked back then.

All the students were looking at each other when we arrived and they never got tired of paying attention and fantasizing my Husband. That's why I hate it when he drives me which is happening every single day when there is class.

Girls were drooling at him every time and it was really irritating. If I could have snatched their eyeballs, I would have done it. I'm already planning to force him to get a tattoo of "I am a Married Man" on his forehead so that we can stop looking at him and fantasizing about him. But what can I say? Xavier is a very defined masterpiece of genes. Because there is no shame, my wife is really beautiful. The body is like Adonis, so it's really nice to look at. With that thought I almost slapped myself for the shameless thinking.

"Call me if it's lunch and I'll be here." He said with a kiss on my lips, take note, it lasted for 30 seconds, yes, Xavier is really a flirty creature. PDA is not allowed in school but there is an exemption for Xavier, he can manipulate everything when it talks about Kalandian. He is so possessive that he doesn't care if anyone sees us or not.

Xavier is a man of few words and you won't expect him to spill something out of his head that is so unusual of him. But then when it comes to me and his possessiveness, well expect the unexpected.

I was still worried when we thought of doing star gazing on the rooftop of his company. We were very quiet then and we were just enjoying the silence yet we were appreciating the presence of each other and he suddenly muttered something out of the blue that made me laugh to death.

"Will you wear a shirt with my face printed on it cause I'll have a thousand of it made for you... right this very moment." I immediately turned to him, I was really confused, thinking about how sweet it was that we were star gazing appreciating each others overwhelming presence, but that's what he had in mind.

"Are you crazy?" I can't believe it. It's addicting.

"I can't stand men looking at you thinking that I don't own you. I don't want them to have the slightest idea of ​​even fantasizing or to even think of you. I could have an hectare of cemetery ready for them ." He said seriously with his eyes intently looking at me with full intensity. It's really addictive that's why I hit it. It's really possive.

So let's go back. After Xavier kissed me, I said goodbye to him because I think he still plans to take me to my room because I'm such a beautiful creature.

When I entered the room, my classmates immediately greeted me and everyone of them calls me Heather My teacher, my friends, my classmates and even Xavier calls me Heather.

I sat near the classroom window and fell into deep thought. Flashes of past are roaming over my head taking me away from what is happening inside the classroom. I'm too bothered to listen to whatever our Professor is discussing.

I want to be happy but I can't be. I would like it to be true but the possible result of it would be heart shattering knowing how Xavier loves Heather. With out that name I am nothing to him. I know this won't last forever. I know if one day I can get karma but I have my promises to keep and I can't ever break it.

I was just listening to the class and thankfully we don't have a laboratory right now so I'm just chilling in life while thinking about when I'm going to die but surely that's reserved when Xavier finds out. I want to enlighten my mood but I can't do it. Only Xavier could make me smile but thinking of him again makes me wanna cry.

When it was time for lunch, I texted Xavier and he arrived less than 30 minutes later. Surely he let his brother in their company again. Hey, I feel sorry for Oliver. Poor soul.

I immediately entered the car when Xavier opened the door for me. Yes, he is like that o.a but at the same time a gentleman.

As soon as he entered, he immediately greeted me with a warm kiss.

"God! I missed you." He said that made me laugh.

"We've only been apart for four hours, but it's like I haven't seen you in a year." Laughing if promised to him.

"You can stop studying. You know you can be my partner I have positions for you taken care off." He said so I hit him. Our monngoloids are really crazy.

"You're spoiled, aren't you?" I wish I could just bury my love here alive.

"Yeah...Im crazy thinking over you... you see? That won't go away from my system. You became a part of it and with out you I doubt if it'll function again just the way it used to be." he promised with a wink, will Xavier be conceived in the kalandian?

I can't stop blushing because of what's being said, I feel like I'm going to be in a hurry anytime I find him in a hurry ft. chatter

He was just teasing me about me blushing until we got to the restaurant where we were going to eat. Sometimes it's really good to indulge. It's heart-warming.

We ate while we talked about random things and then he drove me to school again and as usual we looked at each other again.

He insisted that he would take me even to the lobby. I refused but seeing how determined he is I didn't do anything. HHWW (Holding Hands While Walking) we are supposed to be looking at each other again. So I hate it when he drives me. We were almost to the lobby when I noticed a man staring at me. I didn't want to notice but because Xavier tightened his grip on my hand, I found out the reason. I'm feeling jealous again.

The man we're just looking intently at me even though he knows Xavier and I are holding hands. I bet it's 4th year college.

I let go of my grip on Xavier that made him stop and look at me with his Face with eyebrows meeting. I smiled to give him my assurance and snake my hand around his waist and that made him smile. But he still didn't return his attention to the man who almost melted me at the sight. Here we go now.

"You'll be blind any second from now... if you won't take your eyes away from my Wife.." Xavier said to the man weakly but with emphasis. It seemed that he returned to reality and immediately shifted his attention to Xavier.

He gulped as I felt him tensed when his eyes met Xavier's eyes which you can see with anger and above all jealousy.

"A... I'm sorry.... I didn't mean to..." He said and his tail seemed to split and hurriedly walked away from us.

I want to laugh not because of the man's reaction but because of Xavier's face which looks like an engot. He has this serious face close to pouting but brows close to meeting each other makes his face so cute.

"The o.a was just obsessed with my beauty. Tsk..tsk.. Your temper again." I said while still dizzy.

"Why? You enjoy seeing him stare and you like a stupid moron...You see woman.. You are..." Before he could continue his litany, I silenced him with my hand.

"You're still talking a lot, you see, you see...I'm going to get sick, bye!" I will drive him away. When he came home, he was a drama. I just do not know.

When I successfully got Xavier to leave, of course with his permission, I immediately went to the Library to meet up with my bestfried Luna since I have a vacancy from 1pm to 2pm.

"Ui Himala Fed, Mister Xavier didn't make the most of your vacant time. That's a shame! You don't love me." Luna whispered to me but I almost hit her because of what she said. She's the one who calls me by my name when we're alone even if I forbid her.

"You know Luna is the perfect place to die. I want to die. I can't live like this anymore. I love him but I can't do this to him. He's just too precious." Can't stop acting in front of Luna. I can only share things with her because she's the only one who knows our secret.

"Aokigahara "the suicide forest". You can commit suicide there, Fed, but my suggestion is that it would be a waste of time for you to travel like that." I don't know if this friend is really my friend. I gave her my death glare then smoked it. She just put her hand both up high and smiled hollowly.

"But seriously, Fed, you chose that. You have options, but you chose that because of your love. If I am to say my opinion. Tell him the truth and let him decide what the result will be, at least you got to say the truth. Making it any longer will only give you both deeper wounds. But no..you wanted to suffer while you were happy. Humans ain't perfect sometimes we have to be selfish and your being one. I can't judge you because you have a deep reason . But it is how the world works Fed eh all I can say is you have your option." Luna made a serious promise and she was really right, so I got into even more trouble. I have options but I chose this. I can't really let go of the promise I made, but now I have heard Luna's opinion about the promise? or am I really being selfish? Hey, life is like life.

Me and Luna bid our goodbyes as my vacant time was about to run out.

Until I return to the room my mind is still debating what to do until we are dismissed. Xavier is yet to text that we have dismissed him, he is already in front of school.

I thought he would go out to open the door which he usually does but he just sat in his chair and didn't come out.

I myself opened the door of his car and he opened his questioning eyes mixed with anger at me. He immediately drove his car while I felt a nervousness that seemed indescribable.

This is not him. What is happening to him?

to be continued........