15 DAYS WITH GEORGE

"Omg go away"I shouted at the person who has been knocking at my door for five minutes straight.The annoying sound seized for a while before it started again.I huffed and threw my pillow at the door in annoyance."Who is it"I shouted before burying my face in my other pillow still feeling sleepy.

"Bels won't you go to work today it's already 7:30am"I heard my mom's voice in the kingdom of far far away

I grumbled some non-existent words and pulled my duvet to cover my half naked body from the cold.I settled in comfortably and was about to drift off when it hit me.Work oh my God work I gotta go to work.I checked the time and it was seven fucking forty-five.I shot out of the bed like my ass was on fire,I sighed and face palmed myself I'm definitely getting my ass fired today people.I needed to be at work by eight o'clock

I can't get fired now how am I supposed to pay for the bills and take care of myself and my sick mother.Why am I here talking to myself wtf Belcalis get your shit together.I ran to the closet picked up come clothes and threw them on the bed,it was creased but who cares.

I opened my door and quickly ran to the nearly tripping on my own feet.i huffed in annoyance "now is not the perfect time to be clumsy girl".I entered the small bathroom room I shared with my mom and did my business.

Trust my clumsy ass to be late for my own wedding

I had the quickest shower of my life and dashed out the door with my wet self because I forgot my fucking towel.Fuck I could almost hear my bosses voice I'm replaying in my head"time is money chica".I dried my wet self with my towel once I entered my room,I am definitely getting fired today.My boss is a certified bitch.

I started dressing up immediately not even bothering to iron my clothes or curl my hair.I wore a baggy faded jeans and paired it up with a black star wars shirt.I slid on my old worn out greenish boots and brushed through my long blonde hair quickly.

I sighed when I checked out I appearance in the mirror.My jeans were so faded I couldn't even determine the colour it was when I first got it.

Now is not the time for a pity party bels let's get going

I dashed out my room immediately I was done.The sweet aroma of pancakes was drifting through the air.No matter how good this was smelling I knew I couldn't have breakfast today

"Mom am late for work so I gotta bounce"I yelled at the door

She came out the kitchen with a frown set in her beautiful face" but bels I made these pancakes all for you"

I sighed "i know mom I'll make it up to you I'm sorry mom love you"

I rushed out the words and bolted out the door before she could say anything.I hate seeing my mom sad.The restaurant I was working in was twenty minutes away from where I stayed.I literally ran all the way from the house to the restaurant.

I kept bumping into people not even bothering to turn and say sorry.Dont get me wrong I'm not a rude person but I'm on the verge of loosing my job here.I slowed down when I reached the library opposite to where I work.Despite being late I stopped and stared longingly at the books displayed.

The girl in there saw me and made a sign with here hand for me to come in.I smiled politely and also made a sign with my hand that I'll come later.She smiled and returned to what she was doing.Im such a sucker for books

I didn't get to go to college despite my grades being good because I had to work to take care of my mom.I never knew my dad because he bailed on my mom the day I was born.My mom never talks about him so I don't even know what he looks like.

My mom found out she had cancer when I was in high school.She wasn't strong so I had to do side jobs to see myself through high school take care of her and pay our bills and rent

I decided not to go to college so I could work full time to take care of us.What I earned wasn't enough but at least it got us going all these years

A car honking snapped me outta my thoughts.Omg I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't see when I got in the middle of the Damm road.The car was so close to me it could break my bones within a second.i wanted to ran but my body didn't budge

Oh no I can't die now not now lord please

The car swerved right past me making a loud screeching noise.I closed my eyes, covered my ears with my palms and screamed.My heart was pounding so hard in my chest I could literally hear it in my ears.Ive never been so scared in my life.I just saw my life flashed right through my eyes

Death ain't a nice things