Rejection Broke Her

"I, Alpha Miller, hereby reject you, Isla Higgins, as my mate and Luna of the Pembroke pack," he said with a smirk as his beta pinned me against the wall. My heart shattered into a thousand pieces, and I felt a physical ache in my body as pain penetrated through me.

“There is no competition here.” Mora piped up as she wrapped herself around my fated mate.

That hurt.

A lot.

It hurt me, even more, when he pulled Mora Evans into his chest and kissed her with such passion and lust.

How could he do this to me? I was supposed to be his fated mate. Not that nasty girl that everyone seemed to love and adore. I glared at her in frustration. I wanted to punch the life out of her fake image. This was the girl who had taken everything from me, she had made my life hell from as far back as I could remember.

“You do not deserve such good things in your pathetic life. Even your own sister despises you and your brother is not even here.” Alpha Miller added with a chuckle.

“Come on, baby. Let's get out of here. It stinks so bad I might be sick.” Mora said, pretending to throw up. I hated her more than anything in this world.

She knew what she was doing and she knew that she had won. Smirking at me she walked away hand in hand with the alpha who rejected me. His beta let me go and I fell to the ground emotionless. I wasn’t going to give them or anyone the satisfaction of seeing me cry.

Oh no. I knew I had to be stronger than this.

“The moon goddess must have been crazy to pair a fatty like you with our alpha.” The beta laughed as he walked off back to his alphas shadows. I scowled at them as they got further into the distance.

“Your regret everything you ever did to me,” I muttered under my breath. I promised myself that they would pay for this one day.

A small figure rushed over to me and knelt in front. “Are you ok?” I looked to see it was Aly, one of the omegas. We had become good friends over the years. I wasn’t an omega but I was treated worse than them by the people who were supposed to care about me.

Today was my eighteenth birthday and I had woken up so excited to find my mate. So you can imagine how disappointed I was when I came to find that the delicious scent of caramel was the new alpha of our pack.

Twenty-year-old Miller was gorgeous, tall with dark hair and a smile that sent anyone to their knees. He had the looks but carried a heart that cared about nothing but his selfish wants and needs.

I had no idea how the moon goddess could pair me with such a partner. He hated me and I would never be good enough for someone as powerful as him.

I’m not ugly but I’m also no Mora Evans. Unlike her skinny figure and beautiful brunette hair, I have a more curvy figure with curly black shoulder-length hair. My eyes are a dark green colour that nobody in our pack has. I’m like an outcast for my looks. I was nothing like my mother or my father. People often joked that I was found under a tree.

I knew that My mother loved me no matter what. She never treated me any different to my siblings. Cora and Daniel were popular and stuck up for me many times but I guess even they had enough of protecting the little sister who was never going to go anywhere in life. Cora was one year older than me and Daniel was three years older. Over the years Cora had become more and more distant from me. She would barely speak to me let alone acknowledge me. If we weren’t from the same blood family then she would be a lot happier. She was a spoilt brat now. Daniel and I had always been close. He always had my back. I missed him so much.

I noticed my sister, Cora walked straight passed me and pretended not to see me whereas Daniel was away for a few weeks training on a course. I know that things would be different if he were here.

Miller had been made alpha when our previous alpha fell seriously Unwell. He had been a good leader for our pack. Nobody picked on me around him and I felt safe but now that Miller was the alpha and it was pretty obvious he was going to take Mora as his chosen mate and Luna. I knew he would never accept me as his mate. I was nowhere near as perfect as Mora.

Although I had learnt from a young age to fight and trained with my brother. He taught me everything that he knew, maybe that’s why I never got beaten just teased constantly. Aly was convinced that they were afraid of me since my brother was one of our best fighters in the pack. My parents did not want to let me go off to train as a fighter, they felt I was better off at home. Daniel told me they were just worried I would be better than him.

Aly poked me to bring me back to reality. I shook my head and smiled to let her know that I was fine. Even though inside I was a burning mess of emotion and pain.

Stupid arse.

Why did he have to be my mate?

For years I had dreamt of finding my mate and being happy away from this sorry excuse of a pack.

“Isla, are you ok?” She repeated for the millionth time.

“Thanks, Aly but I’m fine.” She helped me up and I brushed myself off.

“Well if you’re sure. I have to get back to work now.” She said sadly before scurrying off to load more dishes into the huge dining hall.

Miller was throwing a big party in celebration of the beta's birthday. We shared a birthday but mine was never as important as his. I was not bothered anyway, dressing up and the fancy party’s bored me to death.

We were one of the largest packs in America and our neighbouring packs were also coming along so it was going to be very packed.

My sister was so excited to dress up and had no time for me so I didn’t bother her. I headed to my bedroom and locked the door.

Sitting on my bed, I thought about how much better life would be without me here in this pack. What good was I for it when I’d been rejected and was soon going to be an even bigger laughingstock? The word would soon get around that fatty Isla was rejected by the godly alpha miller. I hated that he was so good-looking and couldn’t help but feel a little sad.

I took a bath and stared at myself in the mirror. I wished that I was as pretty as the other wolf. I was just destined to be an unmated she-wolf with nothing to offer.

“Isla, our mate is an idiot.” My wolf, Cleo popped up in my mind. I smiled to myself and agreed.

I got my wolf at sixteen and we usually can meet and find our mate from the age of eighteen upwards although some don’t find them until abit later. Unfortunately for me, my mate was a complete arse.

Even millers wolf was as selfish as he was.

The knock on the door made me jump, my sister Cora was on the other side.

“Isla, let me in now.” She sounded annoyed about something so I opened it and let her in. She was dressed up in a blue tight fitting dress. Her long hair was curled and tied to the side of her head. She looked beautiful but the frown on her pretty face made my heart sink a little.

“What’s this that alpha Miller is your mate?” She confronted me causing me to roll my eyes and slam the door shut behind us.

Word seemed to get around pretty fast.

“Well?” She impatiently tapped her door on my wooden floor.

“No he’s not. He rejected me. That’s all there is too it.” I told her.

Her face softened a little. “Why didn’t you come to me and tell me? We are sisters, aren’t we?” I was surprised by her words because usually she wouldn’t care much about me and what was happening in my life. Cora did not have the issues I had growing up. She was popular, skinny an beautiful. I was not popular, nor skinny and nor beautiful.

“Cora, it’s not a big deal.” I told her.”Don’t worry about me. I’m fine.”

“Well I think it’s best that you don’t come down to the party tonight. I mean I know it’s your birthday and that but I don’t want to sound mean but everyone’s talking about you and well.. “

“I wasn’t planning on going anyway.” I interrupted her suddenly clicking why she was so bothered about me. She didn’t want any attention taken away from her. Of course my loving sister would never have been concerned about me really.

She smiled and turned to walk out the door. I sighed and wished my life was not so rubbishy.

Maybe I was better off out of this pack.

I thought for a moment and decided to go and speak to my mother. My father would be far to busy elsewhere to talk to me.

I found her in the lounge, She was busy knitting away and humming to herself.

“Mother, I was thinking of going to stay at uncle Ed’s for a while. I think it will do me some good since I’m done with school now.” I told her. She just nodded and didn’t even glance my way. That confirmed my decision. I would probably not be missed anyway.

I went back to my bedroom and packed my bags. I picked up my money card and decided that I wasn’t going to need my phone anymore. I took one last look around my bedroom and closed the door before starting my journey out of here.

The best birthday I could give myself was to be out of here for good.

I threw my stuff into my little beat up fiesta that I had been given by my brother. He had always loved mechanics and done this car up for me. When I passed my driving test last year, it meant the world to me. Others were happy to drive around in their jeeps and expensive cars but I was happy in my little car. I didn’t care what they said about it either.

I got into my drivers seat and looked around. Nobody batted an eyelid at me, it were as if I was invisible.

I started the car up and headed out of the pack. There was no way I was coming back here.

“Isla. Wait. Don’t leave.” Aly waved her arms in front of my car causing me to slam on the brakes.

“Aly!” I exclaimed, unwinding the window. She came up to me.

“What are you doing? You can’t leave me.” She gasped eyeing my luggage in the backseat.

“I have too. I’m sorry Aly. I can’t stay here and watch him be all over her. There’s nothing for me here anymore.” I told her sadly. I could see the hurt in her eyes but I had to do what was best for me.

“Come back soon and good luck.” She said walking away from me.

I felt sick and my tummy ached for no reason. I guessed it was just the nerves setting in or something.

They were going to regret treating me like trash!

Five years later

“Hey Isla, come see this.” My best friend Zara yelled up the stairs to me. I had just finished getting ready for the barbeque that we had planned weeks ago. All our friends were coming and it was so exciting because for the first time in five years I was finally going to see my big brother, Daniel.

I could not wait to see him, we talked on the phone and messaged a lot but being so far away and Daniel having his own life, it had never been easy to arrange things. The main reason being that I had not returned to the pack house since I left five years ago.

Back then I was a mess, bullied and then rejected by my so-called mate. The moon goddess had been crazy to pair me with such a selfish idiot. Whenever I talked to my brother, he would never mention anything about Miller, I preferred it the way. Of course he had made Mora his chosen mate and luna. It felt so good to be able to hold my head up high and not get upset about that anymore. He was no longer in my head.

I and my wolf were a hell of a lot happier and stronger now. Training every day and going to college to become a nurse, had turned me into a confident, healthy she-wolf.

Meeting Zara has been the best thing to happen to me, she was like a sister. Well I barely heard from my real sister. I guess she had forgotten all about my existence.

“Isla” Zara yelled for the second time.

I smiled to myself and took one last look at myself in the mirror. I had chosen leggings with a black vest top. My long hair neatly plaited into two French braids. I looked good.

Making my way down the stairs. Zara whistled dramatically.

“Damn girl, you looking good.” she said, causing me to do a twirl and pose like some celebrity on the red carpet.

I was grinning like a Cheshire cat when my eyes fell on a figure in the corner.

I almost fell over myself when I saw him.

He looked the same but older. His smile made me want to cry.

Daniel.

“Oh my God, it's really you. You came.” I screamed, rushing over to him and bursting into tears.

I missed him so much, I missed all my family if I were honest but Daniel the most since we were closest.