You rejected me and now im gay

Invisible… that's what I am. For the most part that's the way I like it, but when you can't walk down the hallway to your locker without accidentally being body slammed by people passing by, completely unaware that you are standing there, it can get a little bit tedious.

“Holy Crap!! Do you see how he looks today!!”

That would be Jessica, the one and only soul that see's me at this school, my best friend since third grade. The only thing I'm going to miss about this horrible town, I can't wait to escape from as soon as I graduate, would be her.

“Whoever could you be talking about?” I sarcastically remarked while rolling my eyes dramatically.

“ Alicia you are insufferable, you know exactly who I'm talking about.” She narrowed her eyes at me while grabbing my shoulders and spinning me around to give me a good view at the tall, dark, and handsome man she was referring to, and whom she drools over each and every day, despite the fact that she has a boyfriend. Logan Saunders.

He did in fact look great. He was wearing a jet black t-shirt that fit snug on his rock hard body only accentuating each bulge, well defined chest muscles and huge biceps. Jeans that fit perfectly on his body showing the most perfect backside, and of course my favorite part, his gorgeous blue eyes, a dark captivating blue one could get lost in them forever, like being lost at sea.

Of course like any boy at our school that looks like him, not that any of them could compare, his personality inevitably ruins the entire package with his arrogance, self-centeredness, and his sense of entitlement and superiority. Needless to say I have had a couple run-ins with the school king that has rendered me officially (not a fan), not that he even noticed.

“Jessica, one day Kyle is going to walk by at the same time you are eyeballing the resident eye candy, and he’s not going to be so forgiving.” I reminded her.

“Oh please, I'm allowed to look, besides, Kyle knows I love him… I told him so last night.” She said with a sly grin.

My jaw instantly dropped to the floor, “Oh my god, did you say the L word to Kyle?”

She shook her head yes with excitement, “And he said it back!!”

“That is amazing I'm so happy for you two.”

"So we are going out to celebrate." She mumbled not making eye contact.

My eyes narrowed recognizing when my friend was up to something. "You and Kyle?" I enquired knowing very well thats not who she meant.

"Come on Alicia, you know I'm talking about you and I!" She pouted. "And.. theres this party."

Again no eye contact.

"Nope. You know I don't do parties, I don't feel comfortable at them, theres nothing but drunken sweaty people trying to hook up and grind on each other, and worst of all the last party you talked me into, you and Kyle ditched me to find a room not even bothering to tell me where you went." I whispered angrily with a scowl.

"Please! Kyle won't even be there, he has a family thing and I really wanted to go to this party with you to celebrate the very big step Kyle and I have taken! Please, please, please." Her pout became even deeper as if that was even possible and she fluttered her eye lashes at me looking up with puppy dog eyes.

"Fine! I will go, but if you ditch me again Jess I swear to God that will be the last party I will ever attend with you." She squealed in excitement and started jumping up and down in the hallway grabbing a few confused looks from people around us.

"Ok, ok calm down your making a scene."