All Men are Ghosts
his logic to pieces, and conclude by saying, with the air of people who keep their strongest argument to the last: "It looks, at all events, as though the friendly Universe had done
that very Universe whose friendliness he had set himself to prove. Among the many lonely souls who live in crowded places it would be hard to find one lonelier than he. Even the demonstrated friendliness of the Universe did not seem to thaw his heart, or
of daily practice to remind him of the failure, driving the reminder home with the help of expletives learnt in her father's stables long ago. John Scattergood would retire from these interviews talking to himself. "If I could keep her from the morphia," he would say, "I think I could bear the rest." He would then shut himself up in his study, would take out
ithin the four corners of his philosophy. But alas! All Q.E.D.'s are fatal to emotion, and it was Q.E.D. that Scattergood had placed at the end of his great thesis. In some respects he resembled that other great philosopher who became so absorbed in his proof of the existence of God that he forgot to say his prayers. The fact of the matter is, that after proving the ultima
ace of the world, or a moment of contact with any one of the innumerable friendly presences which the world harbours, was worth more to him, both as philosopher and man, than were all the achievemen
The Inflexible Method, thank God, saved him from that. But if you ask me how it all came about, I am bound to confess I don't know. All we can be sure of is that his mare did for Professor Scatte
ring them aloud. But the fact is, I am going to deliver a new course; and I find that horse-exercise quickens the action of the brain-a n
iful animal," sai
utiful." And then in his softe
ona, non so qu
etting out for his daily ride on a magnificent racehorse in the pink of condition was indeed a vision to fill the bold with astonishment and the timid with alarm. "The man is mad," said some; "will no one warn h
a suitable mount for a man of your years. She ought to b
uld induce me to part wit
hen think of your--" I was going to say "your wife," but I checked myself in time: "Think of your work. It's a very serious matter. Sure as f
now that?" he
d you escaped only by a miracle. She'll do it agai
again," he said in t
said, thinking that I ha
ow. I know it
nflexible
e. "There are different kinds of certainty,
n than the I
ed. "I'm sick to death of it. You'll do
thinking of; what I am concerned about is your life. Now, Scattergood," I added-fo
certain sort of fool. But not about Ethelberta. We understand each other perfectly. She looks after me and t
e heard to-day, and they're horribly confusing, even when they arean," he said, "that Ethelberta m
reatly fear that Ethelberta may be one of its ministers. Now, here's a plain question. Would you be prepared to stand before your class to-morrow mo
uld find them rea
s good
ch I trust my lif
are
sons would lose their force. But until th
e reasons taboo? Have yo
far too serious. There is more at s
s at stake," said I; and I
gs of far greater importance. My life,
e to a beast for no reasons you can assign; or we, your disciples,
er risk," he ans
tter reasons for trusting your beast t
d
quite s
a
s, run the bigger risk in trusting ourselves to your
gely mistaken
can you have, other than those you have given us, for trust
easons I have given you, I have all those wh
hey affect yo
fect it
confirmation
irmat
lready conclusively proved, and yet
at way, if
hat you will be able one day to
if I live long enough, is to show that all of you ar
risking our lives on
he said; "and you are fools not to see it. Did
one of two things. Either you must radically change your system-or
eplied, "I shall no
iverse preserve you from being kille