Forbidden For Both

what the hell did that unhappy man turn me into? From a

ect on my actions, if only I hadn't met that son of a bitc

se so much pain, inflict so much bitterness, and make life hate? Nar

se ... Does this feel like being dead? I thought my mind would work on forgetting everything, not th

the distance, will I already see the long-awaited w

ing is drowning me, I need to expel

asp for air, I need oxygen. Water comes out of my mouth as I try

s my back giving ligh

om my eyes. Not for that, I'm good. I want to die, is that so difficult to understand? After tha

e cry, I don't care about anything, I just wan

look at me curiously. God, they are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.

eath looks at me ... Wait,

u're not letting me die?" My

very day that you save someone fr

another end his life," he re

nd cold invades my body so I

o let you die," i

n hear. My low sobs get loud, he tries to hold me, but t

ant to die?" H

hen you can no longer fight against the current

king," I accept it with fea

nything in return

t it?" I accept

go." I bi

s in, I don't wa

ce comes out l

fe, but this is not the solution. Find something that makes you cling to lif

ant to live, is it difficult to understand? I drive i

how deluded I was. Why am I still here if I only make suffer? I only suffer, is this what I deserve? To s

him, he made me believe that I could be what I dreamed of. The truth hit hard, but late. No one is wha

. I open the door with fear and sigh relieved, he's gone. If I knew that I

e boy who saved me is still on my body. I run a finger over the fabric of it, but then I drop it. I have to hide it, if Ben

or a solution, abandon it? Not even in games, it would kill me and then my family. I

d that box, I fold it well and put it there. I put on my pajamas, one that covers my whole body, and I go to bed. So many plans were broken. I sigh and clothe myself turning

sp

hat most of my friends have their families made, I don't want that. I am still very young, but apparently, my father does not understand. I know he would be an incredible father, I

hat bothers me is that they make fun of it later and that they remind

thoughts. I walk across the bridge distracted. There are thousands of women who wan

special that she fucks my friends. Those with whom my father compares me, those

t for me. Although returning to my native country angered my hateful father, he didn't want to be away from me any longer. Four years was enough, I want to work in

d my shoes and step into the water. I swim, but I don't see her, damn it, it's all dark in here. I feel underwater and I manage to feel something cold, so I take it and when I come to the surf

ou can - I murmur, however, she does nothing, no movement - from one moment to another she coughs, but I turn away to le

e few lights here add a divine touc

wrong? I dare to observe her, damn it, her bra remains in my sight which causes me to al

k? She cries and a need to protect her sets in. This could be my niece when she grows up, a girl who suffers. Just thinking about

that girl. It was beautiful/ but so sad. I walk to find

rying to erase the thoughts, I will not see her again. I got home a

t happened to you?" He asks

about," I answer roughl

alking to me like tha

el can put up with you" I decide to leave that place. I go up to my

ple of my eye?"

s and throws hers

I kiss her cheeks an

u to come and read me

ory, I will create it for you"

I settle in a

has ever been seen in life, but everyone wondered why she was sad. One day a distant prince invaded by curi

ened?" Asks Da

topped until she made her smile again, but this time of love for him. I fight a lot for the beautiful princess, I wanted

dings," she murm

et up and kiss

ou, man,"

the lights and then go out, go b

in, to know the reason for her pa