Forbidden For Both

saw me at the most vulnerable moment of my life. I'm scared, I'm very scared because I don't know what to do if he says something to Eva, she may

dy goes into tension and panic and he lets go of me. I sit back down as my eyes f

voice comes out

ter. "Why did you try to kill yourself?" I look at him and I'm

ting. Tired of all the damn pain that haunts me. Tired of not finding light in this dark tunnel. Tired of eac

e changes and my expressions harden - do or don't, it's my business, not yours - once again

te that he respects my space. I have seen that you

eciate it if this issue is settled." I don't

the truth," he says

I'll go to the toilet - I walk to the bathroom with sh

from my eyes, I look in the gigantic mirror at the woman I am now

want to know why so much pain only to me. Because I am always the one wh

ere are still some hits to hide. I wish I could hide from myself the pain that I have

body is touched against her will dies, she withers. I feel disgusted with myself, with the person I lov

hest and he looks at me suspiciously. I breathe to calm my uncontrolled heartbeat. He looks at me concerned. He raises

rior, don't be a fallen soldier - he puts his hand away and smiles - I hope your problems are solved - he fixes his shirt sleeves - seriously. Don't do it again, you are a beautiful and very talented girl - she gives me one last look -

I shake my head, take a deep br

empted to leave them; a family where the union is more than evident. They look happy, strong, invincible. I'm jealous to see ho

my arrival taking a seat.

great proposals he has for the company." Eva smiles and playfully hits him. "Seriously, even while he was sleeping, he cheered

to know how great yo

e done for me. She believed that she could go far and I have learned so much from her that I can't say enough words to describe how grateful

sp

r standing by the table, I see her take a deep bre

rs in a low voice, I like his to

es at Allen, "we have a meeting scheduled for in-

more comfortable for you," I comment quickly,

ately kisses my cheek and Allen watches her between saddened and

food, it was delicious." His voice

head with the horrible clothes, but who looks cute in my eyes. Ever

staurant, the truth is that Dad did an excellent job, this place is beautiful, more tha

important for you not to answer the phone?" He a

body against one of the crystals. I see mom and g

is between the legs of s

," I whis

ng for that." I sigh. "I have two beautiful b

a little tired,"

n vacation," he says, and

the money from?" I

eks in this beautiful city - she says and I listen to how

rse to cheat on her?" I as

me anything to cheat on her because it's just to start the stress. I love her, okay, but sometimes she is so dry i

ill lose years of marriage,"

e to hang up." He won't let me

Benjamin leads. Where he is supported by his wife and do

s giving instructions and

he doesn't ask,

a hug and I leave the place to walk a bit

to me and even more so now knowing that Risa has retur

itting on one of the benches. There are couples with

some way. He is unfaithful to his wife, however, he has never changed her for another, he always points out the fact that she is a very exemplary woman, I plan

a bit to look at her and find myself with long, straight hair. A

e forms on her brig

me up and down, inspe

andsome man," she comments

ghtforward woman who admits it,

st time is over - she sighs somewhat dramatically - I hope my eyes enjoy another day of seeing y

n like her, I like women who make me work hard, I don't know, I find it more pleasant to seduce a

s not seem to be based on surgery. She has a cute smile and a flirty attitude. I see her walk away from my

me, I fell in love with her believing that she was an angel sent for my salvation and I realized very late that she was just a devil in disguise wanting