Forbidden For Both

d I don't want to answer anything. I don't feel ready to talk to him about what's going on in my life.

. All that I am now is the work of the evil that dwells in his being. Because

him after that, but I cannot tell him the truth, I know that he will see me as the culprit of everything and he will not believe anything

ears and it is that I need help. Diana didn't give me that card so I wouldn't use it, it was to help me. Last night I saw several documentaries of women like me and they

y I sighed heavily, it's ti

area where he must be. Because Frida is just a bad character who thinks she is the bad guy in the story with her h

. Raisa is here and she has a pret

ly beautiful woman, one of those women who should not envy someone else because she see

play with." She smiles maliciously and cheekily bites her lip. I move to int

t feels to be with me?" She asks se

ly nothing from you, understand.

nted boy drama, you're an adult, get over it," he murmurs as if that was the most boring thing he had to exp

men," says Jasper who seems to be getti

t I like the most about you," he ans

sk you to leave this place, ple

can make you fall into my nets easier than you think" Jasper just looks at her silently. I hide w

y silence is the only thing I can offer him at this moment. I think that this girl has an external beauty tha

or... should I call you ma'am?" I clo

e.

his gaze - tell me the truth, please - he begs in a low voice and I look at him. Those gray eyes

e.

llen, you say something that you should not and you ca

p, I am tied to him. It's frustrating for that man to fool everyone by showing him a smile and kind words w

very strong stage and since I'm a coward I tried to kill myself. life - his eyes look at me as if he knows that I am lying and that everything that comes out of my lips is nothing more than a

" He asks slowly, loo

hs heavily, I see how he runs his

in surprise and trying to keep my composure intact. My

enies looking a

llen," we bot

this hell, but I can't. Benjamin has me subject to him and a wrong step would cause innocent people to pay the consequences

n Jasper's mind right now, but

n't - I say m

eaves me speechless, I hadn't looked for a story for that because

space," I a

eyes. I feel like he wants to hear the

ward" fear crosses his gaze for the first time. "Does Be

nswer with

he whispers and I don't. I can't l

ttention elsewhere. Jasper doesn't stop because I feel hi

have me in a tangle that I don't kno

ting, his hands touch my shoulders that unconsc

contact with mine. Oh God, I don't have the guts to lie to him by

sp

about the supposed lover then she would not be so terrified of men, why fear something that she is already u

mysterious. And discovering it is something I want to do. Rather, it is something that I demand of myself, that unhappiness in her makes me

me," she murm

rystal eyes and although it hurts I

out of her eyes, I want to hug her and try to help her, but I can't do anyt

fraid of?" I as

s off and I stare at t

h running my hands through my hair quickly. I know this wi

like crazy," says my mother entering, "she di

"you have to leave her alone for now," she nods

things are going betwee

ard, everything goes much

spers and makes me look at h

ing that haunts her,

in his eyes," I nod a

my forehead - I don't like that look, it makes me sick because I imagine

in her," she says, "I have to go, take car

my doubts are true. It does not fit in my head that Benjamin

. Allen looks like one of the girls who like romance, who likes affection a lo

her, I have no idea. I push those th

g better?" I as

k," I don'

m not trying to fill, we both have many things to think about,

k at her. Tears run down he

trembles uncontrollab

hat I'm afraid

whisper

fraid of him," I hug her without thinking it through, I