Forbidden For Both
w he looks at me as if I were a total stranger. His gray eyes are petrified without believing what they
like B
rms wrap around me. The rejection I have of him makes me tense a little, just a little and I am grateful that Benjamin does not realiz
asper Lewis, I've already told you about him before." A lazy smil
act like always. Because he knows too many things about me, he knows that I tried to kill myself and if that
er slowly and w
kiss on it. His eyes are two dark and endless wells of pent-up questions because he can't ask them rig
," I whisper, breathing in relief wh
nausea of having him around att
," I announce and they nod. Benjamin is the first to
es at the annoyance in his voice, but I take a deep breath to calm my crazy
ay you know me." Please - he nods and walks
dly and I am amazed that Benjamin has such polite and pleasant
llen," says Anna, Be
, and blue eyes. She looks like some famous model, but the swe
ith a tan sure to drive women c
h over my dress and my body tenses feeling pani
girlfriend Santiago?" Benj
have ever seen, very abundant dark hair, possessing a smile that you w
ttend to," he answer
r here is Jasper,
ssion for a girl he met," Ben mutters and th
ho is Jasper?" Jasper keeps his jaw clenched a
he murmur
o commit suicide." My body tenses and I am a
her life?" Benjamin ask
talk about it,"
antiago who warns
ft her or cheated on her and already wants to kill himself, women are so dramatic sometimes." The luck is that I have a very intelligent woman who would
tly lie and it make
" He kisses me and I force mysel
ou're a great cook, Allen," Jasper
ey all finish and go to the liv
Jasper appears
it alone," I whisp
why I feel my cheeks heat up, I can't
per finishing and t
not to be nervous. Ana cheerfully talks to me and I try to socialize
already have a son Benjamin?"
eyes in my direction. I gulp when I
ll Benjamin and he nods absently. I
he bathroom that is in the hal
r." He looks a
ng his gaze all over my face be
, I beg you, take him tonight" I feel very u
ge since Benjamin has spent the whole night drooling over you - I bite my lip - I'll see what I do - I don't know what the hell I do talking to Jas
doesn't look in my direction and continues hi
s me that it is time for them to go home. I tense up because Benjamin
. I smile at her a little and she walks away - we should go out together one day, I need
isses my cheek - I guess we can coordinate one day - I murm
leaves except Jasper who
ng to be able to sleep at home today." I look at Jasper who kee
oming today?"
ses me, forcing me to open my lips so that his tongue navigates my mouth. When I open my eyes
omeone finally did something fo
sp
nterested in is Benjamin's wife. This is a very screwed up thing, I have not a
actions of her body and she reacts in a fearful way when Benjamin is close to her. It sc
as always kept that wonderful body under so much fabric that seeing her awakened a primitive side th
even trying. I hate myself because right now
" Benjamin's voice makes me
ting our attention." Benj
hat you shouldn't lecture me f
t want you
ing heartless bastard, but it's true.
many explanations, my head is in a mess, right now the last th
mark my floor. Upon entering,
ve it to you all to please y
myself in one of the rooms,
id of everything. My God, what trouble am I getting into? I thought it was all part
ghts away. Tonight I controlled myself excellently because those lips of hers were crying out for me
e night and they have made me a nervous wreck. That woman is forbidden for me, any
person too much. I don't think I realized that I like Allen and that is something that became clear to me today. I didn't think I would like her, I mean, conversations with the
he music I had. Screams are no longer heard so I go out and find all the girls naked and Benjamin the same. Igno
ike what
my cell phone screen. I lose a second in its curves, but it does not do any
o I take a shower and get ready. Allen has
, but I don't think Benjamin is capable of doing something like that so I discard the idea, however, I have to ask hi