Glimpse of Yesterday

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you're drowning in your own thoughts?" He

pond, instead, I just wip

believed me." His voice was very opposite from the words

s to say since I'm not used to talk

but I'm too tired to show it in front of their judgmental faces. It was too draining and when I finally bur

y works." I don't really

. But why can't humans

s the life who turned them ugly. It was how the cycle o

lent for

you have any grievance in life?"

hing more with the f

nd of hurtful, Ms. Oh

sure in their eggs are the reasons w

ithful but ended up being cheated by the woman they love. It's just the

nable to defend my stand because m

e?" He blurted out which c

y would I sing a s

girl, show your talent."

Mister." I shook my

was the g

ehead

ave a guitar? You definitely saw m

ing! And I guess I was right!

led m

t belie

Are you somehow lonely? Do

e's diverti

etraying you and who's going to get hurt by the

en in a phase of

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. I gue

y?" He curi

usy can ruin a person. It's neve

uiet for

er. He was too possessive. But is it that bad for you, wom

ster. I've never

lau

ad? So that you'd be able to have a

. Men ang their witty instincts

f having a boyfriend," I bru

e wasting your

e?" I was squeezing my eyes when I utt

if he was cau

uh

.. know my name

" He nervous

the victory of winning the battle, it created a massive amount of thunderstorm even though it has

to rain." He addre

d dirt from my mini skirt. I positioned my guitar back to my back

e? Yes, I'm damn rude, he should get used with the

rom above made me stop from walking, and soon follows few more consecuti

which made my body tremble because of its e

rounding continued their wet drops from above. I unconsciously lift my face palm on the air to see if the

n that person held my shoulder tightly

e." It was the m

asked,

ld you my weaknesses and... who knows? You mi

to keep your i

es. Wish we'd continue

tep and he also steps forward

llow me until I'm in

I say that I was about to shoo him off when suddenly, I felt a warm cloth e

easily fall for that

fed a

Oh shit. I'm not trying t

as trying to cover and covered my body with it because I'm c

o me and because I'm a one of hell great woman, I will wear it be

Here," he then ga

than

maybe a thank you, all I did was to run in

a warm smile plastered on her face

well. I fucking miss her tight hug; it was as if she was s

ou're so wet!"

huc

, I

day?" My mom c

rin

ouse or must I say the house that we rented was small and so the kitchen was not far from me. There were only 2 rooms an

much simple,

money?" Mom

knotted as

you mea

and was about to undress the zipper from the

essia!" She ra

s my sister, onc

eetly said and gave he

ned my attention back to my mom who was at the moment, giving m

ady to burn me up. I swallowed the huge lump in my throat and calm myself down becaus

Alessia?" Every word

ng about." I thank God I manage

ress." Her voice was composed as w

d said but it didn't affect her. I clenched

ll along?" I un

ia. Stop acting like a sa

ere wasn't a day where you wouldn't shout at my father even though you

ghed h

ere was a war

sister a peaceful night! If you knew, then you shouldn't have sobbed every night! Because I'm damn tired of hearing those noise! It was

ess

on shouting and shouting, doubting every move of my father w

I received a huge amount

e who's tired of this set-up! I'm tired too! I'm damn tired but I can't do anything about it because we're

for my breathing. I breathe in and breathe out a th

he money." I said

om her palm and again and

re lie! Hand

I don't

already drowning in her rage hence, I tripped and fe

" My sist

e sobbing, she didn't even care if I was wet or not

oney." Her vo

outside!" My sister com

not my daughter any

alked towards the kitchen, not

able pain in my heart which felt like it was twisting it in

ase no." My s

'll cast you out of this ho

smile and tried my very best

ka

ssia

started to walk away that m

I did was to walk and walk in the middle of the street from our small house, not minding the amount of atte

e with its cold breeze trying to comfort my swollen heart and

because the water from my eyes was the result of the unbearable pain. The sea of melancholia that has always been with me, drow

nd sobbed thinking that it might help the pain I was carrying to lessen but it didn

midst of the rain, acting like a crazy woman but I just couldn't bring

e its chest was against my face, leading to a dark surrounding. It was

ould've accepted the umb

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