Glimpse of Yesterday

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n't kill her!"

s who was at the moment, full of emo

re this, I also tried to kill myself. What a coincidence right? It was like

dra almost lost her breathing

ng intensely at my father, waiting for him

guilt overpowere

from him. He was pale and his face was etched with disb

ugged me tightly, afraid of losing m

ous act I did earlier, not knowing how mu

life, I took the shortcut and decided to let myself fall into the

derer... like what

y..." I sof

... I'm sorry

echoed the whole room an

uld head out.

her and just shut the door l

u okay?" She asked

her and kiss

Go back t

, she managed to obey my order. After mi

noodles that was on the side tab

e me the half o

" I asked,

e hungry and dad just brought 1 so I

n my heart with the sweet sensatio

as just the

onditions just so we could b

sh if I did that. I can't leave her as well

en standing here alone, in t

can't help but to expect and wait for him because

with the short amount of time

miliar. The way he talks, act, and... sing. It was like I had

shed creating a massive amount of explosion abov

o thank him because I

d near the oak tree as I look dolefully at my guitar. I unzipped the zipp

eing the state of my guitar. It was l

istinct and clear as that was the only remaining presence of

y!" My mom happily exclaimed

her and ran towards her

ss m

that... I have

consecutive times, an

he gave me the new gui

you mommy!" I happily

d I immediately hugged it even though it was very big!

My smile faded when dad ut

.... but no

sia." My mom softly sa

ur room. But before that, I took a quick g

went inside and run towards the

ey and yet you brought her a g

" My mom was calm even tho

a food for that money! You could'v

oday. Let our daught

e and so I trembled once again and h

t my dad might take away

ughter! Don't compare myself to you who j

er-fucker

I wanted to protect mom... I wanted to hug her tightly... I want to

s when I realize I fell asleep be

so cute." Sh

tting with me, against the

hugged he

nds around me and

r voice. Remember? You promised me that you'll

" I happil

me so I noticed her bruised hands. I poute

e s

's

guitar with his guitar. He always sings this song for me whenev

ming the intro of the song. I noticed how mom's

ads is full

ky is ful

stopped when

fle her sobs but her tears w

is

e then laughed but

't be sad. I will make mon

t she cannot utter any word

thinking that maybe after mom hears this

do my best to sing this song so sh

if we ju

a while..." I moved my body freely w

live inside

et through

e'll find

smile—" I l

chuc

just, i

just

." She continued but her

e both stared at each other

e future..." she continued and

nd strummed

g in the past

f we just

and pouted at my mom

pped." I said

and pinche

all our troub

ontinued and closed her eyes while movin

appy days with my mom and now the rain is still pouring, the wind is howling but at least it

get through

e'll find

osed my eyes when I

y thoughts who's reaching for my feet again to walk

" he co

ly opened my eyes and subconsciously put my palms on the air just to see if the rain d

to cover his face. He was wearing a Nike black wind runner hooded jacket with his white shirt which his other hand

th the wet drops of water fr

im tightly because I just needed s

d gained my trust, without any

dy act careles

ng nor did he move all he did was

ed for my hair and caress

ose tears would stop?" He whisp

s as I stepped backward, asham

just bowed my head, not wanting to see him because I'm sure he'll leave m

rry you,

already kneeling on the grass, and I was facing his back. His hea

can w

y tired. Just hold the um

know why am I even comfortable with h

. He was little masculine for his age and so he successfully did manage to carry m

f drops of it became little light and tap. There were birds chirping above in their nes

and yet the wind was still wild like my thoughts that was seething for another war; but the birds were like m

just feel

usly asked while sta

mm

sad just

aved

alright. I believe." It was lo

's being too unfai

pped w

t?" I aske

my question and so I mentally mocked my

r hope to be created." He s

igh

ir in the middle of hope.

in the middle of d

really do juxtapo

st chose to shut my mouth up so s

ew where my house is. He bended a little in order f

ent but disappointment will never l

before

hand this umbrella back to him. I just stared at the way he walked on the road with little drops of wa

is will be the last ti

n air, carrying the t

saw him and I still don't get mys

you yet? It has been a m

ere able to find a money for that, I'm pretty sure it was from

as she was sleeping peacefully there after her treatme

oded jacket and she gazed at m

asked and l

Mae Robins?" It w

m...

. It was long bef

"Had an attempted suicide," he added, my eyes

e is he?" My

ery but my knees gave up when

icted with first degr

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