My One-sided Crush

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years, but he dismissed me

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lection, I res

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berately got himself

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re's you

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birthday, I secr

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it didn't

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out of the room,

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o disappoint a blos

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ging the alluring makeup I had painstakingl

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rd a roar from the o

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hat I'm a man who adher

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childhood

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rlfriend, but he ha

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him. I was forced to take the blame for him many times, so

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ything, my efforts would eventually awaken

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ise, all he did

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one allowed to bully me; he w

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e was also

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me quite

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, I was trailed by the owner of th

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to scare off the man, who w

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front of the man's shop. Eventually, he forced the man to transf

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After they learned about this incident, they sent me, alon

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are off earning a

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rd so you two can have

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told

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intentions

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d it or not, he was play

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t bedroom and said, "Okay. Well, the able

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ever. My dad thought he was referring to h

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ld was being boastful. T

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one sentence that charm

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rating New Year together, until college to

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lleges in completely opposite

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er

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come to

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t his sleeve as I

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t. I'll be bu

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full of an

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lled wit

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ait for me to co

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d Jerold at his school

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ehand, and the moment I saw him, I

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glances from p

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shirt as he bent down to meet my gaze, his fringe lig

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id you

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lier in

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ke you. Such a simple truth, yet Jerold did

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he was surrounded by a throng of people in front a

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feeling worrie

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more. I was thinking of making a decisive move to defea

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hot from the bow, t

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today, our paths ma

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inst Jerold's tightly s

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are you

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or. "Even if I'm starving,

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smashed against the door. "I'd rather sta

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m

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d a bit

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I meant I

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out and make me

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as no r

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and listen carefully. I wasn't sure if it was just my ill

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d. The heart in my chest was beating fast a

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nographic websites. It's all the blame of my roommat

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sounds stopped. I

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u hungr

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e ans

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ait, the room

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ragged my numbed legs back to the guest bedroom, looking back

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high - spiritedness. Why, with a tender beauty

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es this

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ne. For dozens of seconds in it, she was making those pretentious,

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o myself

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been single since birth. Wha

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sent another

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theart might have already been s

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rd some mysterious no

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out it made my f

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g, I lay on the bed, stari

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d knock on the door, follo

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me out and eat. I have som

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open the door, but

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e taste buds. The bright green scallions were sprinkled over the glistening noo

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the steam making my eyes

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had time to cook for me, so I pract

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unt of salt he added was always inconsistent, sometimes too much

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ince I couldn't cook, I should eat wh

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oo skinny, so he began experimenting with differ

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er

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rls with a bit

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to eat an extra bowl of noodles

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ainful roll of hi

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expenses your dad entrusted to me. You're so

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hought Jerold was a genuinely kind-hearted young man, t

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hone and carefully took a picture of the b

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aptio

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persistence and the mo

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orward to seeing if that person

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ould only hear my own breathin

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, the noise was deafening, with music drowning out

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less than ten

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age: "Busy, don

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ess requires one t

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hat you'd leave your childho

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ildhood sweethearts can'

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er

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ally offe

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that very night, returning to my own little place,

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tion recently. They were extremely unaccustomed to my sudden presenc

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"I'm not hi

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I live ther

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d rep

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t much d

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om a

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twenty and still hav

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more hurtful tha

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takeout food, I made up my mind to show off my cooking skills an

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scaring me into a frenzy. I accidentally knocked over the pot, spille

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en, I opened the food - de

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strengths and weaknesses, and

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here, I wouldn't b

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fficiency and high error rate, n

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ntal roles, turning me into someon

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uch for a while, just as I was about to get up and clean

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n the couch, thinking it would pa

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hands and feet were shaking. I hurrie

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this rare chance

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ing. If you run fast enough, you can st

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着痛意

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sum isn't wor

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ne seemed to have just woken

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ou're ruth

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you don't come soon, there wil

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hou

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hat wo

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ft," he said, and I heard the r

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key still in th

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s,

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ry

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O

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y

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hun

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espite the tears from the pain, I

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ill cares

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rived with his hair in a mess from

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Jerold, seeing how worried you are about me, I can die in p

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eing such a hop

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vealing your lo

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be driven to mur

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d that he was gasping for breath. Sweat trickled down his smooth ja

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illed with a c

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tears, "Jerold, you have

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, but you shoul

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fool

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o cold, unlike

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e went clubbing

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"Jerold, do you h

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his head impat

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in l

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hospital, I couldn't

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whining, "I'm a poor girl seriously ill, and in urgent need of

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abs are preferred, and

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me away with great disgust. "Both

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on't be in this state if you don

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ust the kind of person

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now t

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he turned serious, "Juliana, you can't alwa

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d to gr

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startled me, and I shoo

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have a g

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t want to depend on him and use all kinds of excuses to

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e when he saw the mess in the kitchen. He stopp

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ou do

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ng my stomach which was still in p

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fish made the first move

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bothered to argue. He rolled up his sleeves

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h, changing positions a

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s his joy by doing laund

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glared at me viciousl

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ng a

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noth

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feel rather at ease. I'm rea

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eshold of a g

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came conflicted again and

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, and stumbled, slipping on a wet sp

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floor with him on top of me. Fortunately, h

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ght at the corner of my lips. The warm and soft touch m

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test my self - control. If he doesn't make a move wit

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I was. He scrambled to get up, his face flush

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were

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e to

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ooking at him innocen

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ht ne

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down and lifted me up roughly,

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handling, so I dropped the

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nt to know if you

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and his Adam's

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ringtone int

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Jerold'

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ooking, h

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e right

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othing

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for

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ka

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n my

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leaned up the trash, and left, leaving me

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me rattle on about everything that had

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man. This guy is a

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said that Jerold had already bee

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ys he's ta

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i

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urring my vision - who can ever know the

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omething you've cheris

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o hasty to j

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as

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message, scolding me for

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also called me a

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second voice message to lecture me, telling me to ha

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stening that I didn't no

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up, I met Jero

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takeout box

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wn on hopeles

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tiful, and only when it is bestowed on

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't a mistake. Loving the wron

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holding back tears,

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got

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ongee. As usual, the preserved eggs were taken out of the cong

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poonful at a time. Then, looking at t

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't even know ho

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t know how mu

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every day to

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eractions with him, treating h

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ange, coming and goin

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ach's be

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d to look aft

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a colorful band-aid on his ne

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with practiced ease, he sa

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ut if you don't take care

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I

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ean takeout pla

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, but couldn't help sn

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exposing his forearm with smooth lines. There was a small mole on

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ell on his eyelids and the bridge of his nose, ma

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numerous times and have been touch

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lized so clearly that we were

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got some

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t a tissue to wipe his hands. "If you really care about me, you sho

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ort doesn't include

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ught me meals just because my f

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you were con

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oblems due to

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alm look on hi

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king money.There'

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ak

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ne

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ith that? I'm n

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t I treate

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are he provided came fro

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d annoyed, managing

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ank you v

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mischievous smile p

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re we

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ction is my grea

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.

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going to be

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ours later made me feel

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d feeling depressed. As soon as she

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h gentle words, lavishing her with

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rough a breakup. Your dis

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otes

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came energet

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it to distract your

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dismissed it. "That's not a real brea

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to hear it,

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agreed. "True, yo

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bor

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.

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ade me feel redundant. They even didn't forget to persuade me t

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.

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ummer holiday, I had been looking forward to going home so

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in the same boat, feeling unwanted

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organize a reunion

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ong and was buzzing with ex

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nly emerged and @ me in

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're still as

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ith gossip, and various a

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e bit sickening. As a result, I was teased by these people. I was so embarrassed that I

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erold had also commented in th

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e reunion g

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ing tha

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e mean

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ted the focus, e

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d mainly on whether Jerold wo

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during that restless youth, Jerold was so dazzli

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hrough the chat re

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to Jerold: "Are y

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an hour l

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you goi

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your gir

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as

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e replied i

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su

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I suddenly despised myself and

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curious? What go

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n't Jerold. It was Rhys, the classmate who

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s

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k you up

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the same way, it would be more convenient. But now that I thought about it, I

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much tro

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epl

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trouble

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u more time t

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ppealing, and

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nion, I saw my former

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arched brow bones were a pair of peach - blossom - shaped eyes. The outer corners of his eyes were

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ders and a narrow waist, filling out a white shirt

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ch he had changed for the bett

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ng time

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oor with great gentlemanly manner

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've missed y

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asant, with a playful lilt

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ears of unfamiliarity a

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suddenly grabbed my wrist from behind,

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around to see Jero

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ere wearing the same outfit-w

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s weren't neatly fastened, carelessly exposing his sharp collarbone. His freshly - was

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feur s

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w, his dark eyes fi

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nder if he was jealous

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I didn't, because three

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I hitch

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ant to kill someone can't be hidde

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ry naturally, without caring whet

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to urge, "Let's go. It

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but there's a handsome g

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led bitterly. Then he opened the

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We'll find an opportu

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front passenger seat, suddenly began to cough violen

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uickly got in t

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stopped coughing that I

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m; maybe it was time to pay att

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ze to Rhys, wh

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t smile playing on his lips. The crescent-shaped shadows under h

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't help

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naturally alluring eyes? Was he a

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ced his potential to b

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s fault, blinding

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even more severely this time. It wasn't until I