Surrender Your Sensations

Ilang beses akong napakurap habang nasa may hamba ng pintuan ng kitchen at sinisiguradong si Rupert nga ang nakikita kong n

front of him. I mean, he looked hot while doing a

s ako ng silid at kaagad sinalubong ng mabagong amoy ng nilulutong fried rice. I fo

sahan na matitikman ko ang kaniyang luto

king?" agaw ko

s sa akin ang bahagya niyang paglunok nang mapansin niya ang suot ko. "Good morning." His husky voi

ou look good wi

u look ravishin

d off the stove and then made his way to me. Kaagad puma

iya sa akin, doon ko nakita ang mata niya na puno

aring anything under my shirt. I f

inst his. "Fuck. I want to have you again." Then my feet had to tiptoe when he squeezed my

than his usual but he still looks handsome. His bared face is per

up. I looked at him wide-eyed and he just gave

my waist. I know you're

iya. A certain warmth enveloped my heart. I mean, g

feed you okay? Paniguradong gutom ka na

he carried me to the dining table where a sunny-side-up, plate of bacon

you just had a one-night-stand with," hindi ko n

f he will do these things for her. Pasalamat siya malinaw ang isip ko sa bagay

uh

g na tiningnan ko pa ang mga niluto niya, "I should just leave. Gano'n dapat. Hindi mo na kailangang gawin

ut

apan ko. Then he cupped my face, making me look at his eyes. Na

nd- more days and nights with you, Meredith

gressive and dominating kiss. His tongue tasted th

finish the fried rice then I'll feed you." Kumindat siya s

o at hindi maintindihan ang kiliting naramdaman ko sa aking

ay? More days and

or me. Hindi ko maiwasang mapangiti. Someone's taking care of

d himself in cooking. Nakangiti lang ako habang pinapanood siya sa pagluluto. Come to

d akong nilingon. Nagkibig balikat naman ako. "If you want more days and nights with

hat a

aman siya. "A

tove again. "Nope. I'm clean. I can e

ndom girl you picked from bar?" Mukhang nagbabanda nga siya para makakuha ng babae. "But

ang dami niya na pa lang experience talaga. Madami nang babae ang tinrato

araramdaman mo sa lalaking makakauna sa 'yo. But then, I wouldn't let that attraction to make me low. Rupert got my virginity and that's the end. I would try my hardest to not let that attraction to

like this

sinabi niya. Nilingon ko siya at kasalukya

Not the same fuck

same Rupert before...

e

. specially my perspecti

waited for him to say more but he started putting foods on m

ong ko sa kaniya nang matapos

bago sunod na naupo sa katabi kon

urned out like this because he couldn't love anyone else but her? Th

our greates

ko gamit ang kutsara saka tumusok ng isang strip ng bacon. "Today was her death anniversary," he said with that trying-hard-not-re

hil sa revelation na 'yon kaya sinubo k

t 'yon- masakit mawalan ng taong mahal mo lalo na kung hindi

don't h

t night," he said when I was trying to stop him from feeding me- as in sinusubuan ni

experience it and you were there to do

ur first. I hope I mad

red the art of faking, I guess. Bumalik na naman kas

ression niya. Pero hindi ko na pinilit ang tungkol sa greatest love niya. Ayaw niyang

have your dessert. S

ang kamay niya na pumatong sa hita ko at nagsimulang humap

ako nakahuma nang halikan niya na naman ako sa labi. It was th

a bilisan mo nang kumain kasi hindi

g libog,

o mo