Crazy House Help

Bryan's POV

Another roll of tears went down my cheeks again, and I felt my heart pained so badly...

It was really terrible and shocking.

I had never believed it would turn this way,

How would she do that to me?

How would she leave me shattered after knowing how much I loved her, how much I really cherished her?

I am feeling so drained and have been in tears for several hours right here in my private room which I had made for myself and her alone. This is a place we both come to and spend time together singing.

Today, I am here alone because she has dumped me for another guy.

Right now, I am hating ladies and everything about them. This building is near the school and is restricted for anyone else to get in,

Since she left me, this is where I come to cry anytime I come to school and see her having a great time with Austin, her new boyfriend.

Do you know how it feels to be jilted by someone you loved so much, only for her to start up another relationship with a guy who is your rival in music?

You can't know how it pains because you may not have experienced it.

It is much more painful than anything you can think of...

Sophia had been my one and only girl since childhood and our life together had always been great and perfect,

She is a great singer like me, and we are both making waves. We have always been the talk of the town and a centre of attraction. Ladies wish and pray to be like her. Men who were her dying crush wish they were me.

We were like god to many due to our great voice and stunning beauty.

But.that night shattered everything..

It was a night I would never forget,

Just like every other day, I had decided to give Sophia a surprise visit.

Remembering that night makes my heart bleed every second.

I got to her house and was welcomed by the sound of moans and groans.

I crept into her room and, for the third time again, Sophia was having a hot round with Austin.

This is the third time I will be catching them in the act. I have always forgiven her whenever she asked for forgiveness each time I caught them.

I was really furious and screamed her name. I was ready to show my anger by shouting while she begged for forgiveness, not knowing I was in for the worst.

I really loved Sophia and was ready to forgive her again if she pleaded for forgiveness, but the unexpected happened.

She yelled at me and sent me out of her house. The next day, she sent me a breakup letter.

How can I bear this?

She is my first love and, to be sincere, I can't love any other lady if it's not her.

She is my match and I still love her so much.

I sniffed and walked over to my piano.

With a sorrowful heart, I started a song, a song of heartbreak, an emotional song that really made me break down in tears.

I don't want to believe she is gone for real, I need to go and beg her again.

Who knows if she may accept me back, she may accept me. I need her in my life. I don't mind pleading till dawn.

Singing with her on the stage is always the best thing that always happen to me,

Our voice is a real match for any song. We have always topped every other singer. How would I cope right now when she is gone?

I can't love any other lady, not even for a single minute of my life.

I stood up, and more tears rolled down,

I am the emotional type, so I feel hurt to even talk... I am going to beg her for forgiveness. I am going to plead for her to accept me back.

I did this some days ago and received painful words from her. She had called me many awful names which really shattered my heart.

I had told myself that I was not going to beg again, but right now I can't hold on anymore.

I need to go out there and plead again. She is the most important person in my life. I need her like I needed my breath.

I got out of the room after drying my eyes.

I pray she accepts me back because I may break down if she snubs me again.