Think Beyond

Everyday is the same routine for me, wake up, get ready, eat, clean and sleep. Day by day passes and on repeat is me I feel like I'm stuck and nothing will pull me out, I can't scream I can't fight its like something is in my way but I can't see nor hear it but I feel it it's like a wall blocking me. Sometimes I just sit down close my eyes and imagine what my life would be like with the things I want in it, I know it won't come true but what's the harm in dreaming and if I work hard enough just maybe it will come true.

As I wake up I feel this new energetic feeling like something has changed I run straight to the mirror glancing at my features seeing if anything has changed but nothing, still the same old brown eye's, bushy eye browns, huge nose and all 32 white teeth. I sigh of relief thinking to myself "it might not be my outside appearance but my inside" I quickly check if- yes I'm still a female, back to my routine I go but this time I don't stay home I'm already out the door and off into town to see what today brings me.