MY SWEET MAFIA

*RAFAEL'S POV*

Her eyes Open with Pleasure, Her hands, thightly tied beside her. Her entire body, Simple and naked.

It's been an hour and I was Sitting by the bed On the bedroom Coach.

"Rafael" She Whispered.

I Sipped From the Cup of Whiskey as I dazed Out the Window, Shirtless.

"Rafael"

"What?" I answered, my eyes remaining out the Window.

"Are you going to touch me or not?" I signed. continue drinking from my Cup.

"Yes or no?" her voice began to deepend With Frustration.

"It's been an hour Ella. IF I wanted to touch you, I Would've an hour ago ."

"Then why did you let me rest here naked?!"

I turned to face her as she stood up and began to dress.

"It's been weeks Elle?"

"And everyday It's the same damn thing." She groaned rushing herself Into her Clothing

"We Can't Sleep together, you Won't let me touch you and all you do Is Just touch me. What If I want to touch you, What If I want to sleep With you In the same damn bed and What If I don't want you to touch me the way you do?"

" The Way I do ?"

She buckled her shirt and rolled her eyes.

"I let you Whip me, tie me up, blind fold me and touch me where ever you want. Yet, I'm laying here In Pain and Still Can't touch you?"

I frowned taking the rest of the Cup in One whole Sip before Standing up.

"Ella, I told you the Prices of attending my nights. I don't like to be touched unless i allow you to".

"Then allow me to Rafael!" She Shook her head laughing In Pain. "Call me when you Sort yourself out."

"ElIa -"

She slammed the door Shut.

I took a deep breathe, running my fingers trough my hair and walking around the room. As I Walked to the bottle of Whiskey and Poured Myself another Cup, Nicolas Walked In.

"IF me Calculations are right, then that's the forth girl i See this week Storming Out of your room like that. just quiet the torture."

"Their touch disgust me."

"Then stop!." He yelled.

"I need me fix and you know that." I groaned.

There was Silence for a few seconds before I broke It.

"I need me fix but Still get no Pleasure no matter how hard I've tried. I only got It Once, But Still Can't find her after So many years" I Signed and gulped on the Cup of Whiskey before getting off the sit.

"Where Is Isa?" I asked while heading towards the door.

"The little Princess is asleep, She's got School tomorrow." Nicolas replied from behind.

"Good. I Wouldn't like For her to See me messed up this way."

I Said before Slamming the door.

*CASSIE'S POV*

"Nooooo! No please! Stop! Get off me! I beg of you!."

I Shoot, my eyes open in a Puddle of my own Sweat as i Panted hardly, trying to Caught my breathe. The room was So dark and quiet. yet again, Same dream as always.

Suddenly, the door opened and the lights Came On as the family Walked In. "family?!" at least i thought they regarded me as One.

"Cassie darling, Is It Same nightmare?"

The house maid, Lana asked as she sat On the bed beside me and Patting My head. She Seems to be the Only One who Cares much about me In this house, while the rest, Cares less. Why would they? I looked at Lana's eyes which was filled with Concern as I slightly nodded my head making her pull me closer to her chest

"Don't worry darling, It's all going to be okay." She whispered, slightly Cooling me off.

"What is up with this mad girl again goodness knows if She had just been lying about having some Crazy nightmares, and Is Just trying to gain everyone's attention." Rube broke the Silence.

"You Shouldn't say that to her miss Ruby.She Is your Sister" Lana Intervined.

"Sister?", Ruby Scoffed out. "She Is Only Staying In this house out of my Dad's mercy, So She won't be rendered as some homeless dog!."

"Ruby!"

Sam Cut her off as She glared at him in annoyance.

"At least, She Is Our Cousin. have Some sympathy." He added before making his way to me. On Seeing him Come Closer, I hold On to Lana thightly as I Shivered In fear making him Stop.

"Hmm, I See she hasn't gotten off that habit. well you Can't keep on behave like an Insane Person in my house. Take her to go see the Psychologist first thing in the morning Lana " my uncle Javin finally interfered.

"Sure Will Sir." Lana replied before everyone Walked out leaving the both of us alone In the room. Lana Was about to get up, but I was quick to hold her hand.

"Please Lana, Sleep beside me tonight. Am So Scared" A Smile appeared to her face as i requested

"Don't Worry Cassie, No one Is going to hurt You. I have Some bunch of works to do but Will make Sure to Come check up On you Once am done" She Smiled Patting my head Slowly and Sweetly as I finally let go of her hand and Slowly Closed my eyes.

"Sleep tight darling" She whispered as she Planted a Kiss On my forehead before getting off the bed and headed to the door. I heard the Sound of the door Slammed Shut and Once again, they was Silence, loneliness and darkness In the room. It Was all just left to me, myself and I, Just as always. Not Knowing When the darkness Consumed my eyes, finally sleeping off.

*RAFAEL'S POV*

"MR. Williams has refused to Sign up for the goods." Nicholas uttered as we Sat down For breakfast.

"Then go Confront him. And If he Still refuses, don't hesitate to Put a bullet in his head." I groaned.

"We Can't Kill him, at least not yet."

"Why not?"

"The remaining goods hasn't been delivered yet and Were Sent by his Ship. Without his orders, they won't move." Nicholas explained making me Sign on Frustration as I rubbed me thumb on my forehead.

"Then I guess I Will have to Confront him myself."

"Daddy !"

Me Sweet angle's voice Pulled me out of my frustration as She run with her tinny legs towards me for a hug.

I quickly Picked her up and Placed a kiss On her cheek.

"How was your night, Princess ?"

"fine thank you. And Alma helped me got dressed for School this morning". She Smiled Sweetly.

"As always. Alma Is quick to get to you before I do." I Smiled glaring at Alma who Stood behind with a Smile On.

"Won't you Come Say hi to me Isa?" Nicholas uttered as I Put her down then She ran towards him For a hug.

"uncle Nic!"

"Hmm, Still haven't changed that tone, have you?"

Nicholas Smiled and She giggled.

"Okay little One, Off to School."He Said as he Put her down, then She ran off to the door after giving me a goodbye kiss on my cheek.

"I love how your mood lightens up whenever you See her" Nicholas Pin out as he noticed my Smile.

"Yeah. She Is all that takes to brighten my day. I have Once lost a dearest One. I Can't afford to lose her too. I Would rather destroy the whole Planet Insearch of her cause She's my world, all I need In life."

*CASSIE'S POV*

I slowly made my way to the Psychologist office while Lana waited behind in the hallway. I looked back at her while feeling nervous but felt a little at ease as she gave me a smile then I opened the door and walked in.

"Good morning Cassie, How are you feeling today?" The doctor asked generously with a smile while Seated on the sofa as i walked in.

"I...am fine... thank you." I slowly replied while mumbling my fingers and my gaze on the floor, feeling nervous and uncomfortable.

"Come sit beside me."

She smiled while Patting by her side making me walk forward as my feet could carry then finally had my seat with my gaze still on the floor.

"You don't have to be scared Cassie, I mean no harm. Infact, I actually want to help you. But I can't if you don't open up to me. Promise to answer whatever questions I ask of you." She requested and I slightly gave a light nod while still avoiding eye contacts. She sweetly placed her hand on mine trying to make me rest assured.

"What are you afraid of, what scares you mostly that always leads you into trauma?" She asked making me gulped down my saliva anxiously.

"You can trust me on this Cassie, it's a secret just between you and I. This is a private section were you can pour out your fear and have nothing to be afraid of." She spoke with a low voice while staring at me although my gaze were still fixed to the ground.

The true fact is, am not afraid of telling her, but what am afraid of is the fear of relieving it in my head.

"Cassie!"

"Th... The other gender." I replied swiftly.

"Ookay. So why are you afraid of them?"

Exactly the question I was afraid of and hated to hear.

My breathe slowly increased as the flashes of seeing myself all alone in a huge dark room came flowing to my head. I was so much in pain while covered in the pool of my own blood. The pain was so much unbearable as I slightly screamed for help but no one came to my rescue. I cried out in pain as I dragged myself through the floor with the little amount of strength i had left, heading to the door but eventually failed and collapsed to the ground as blood rushed out through my thighs. The pain, oh how painful it was.

"Blood!"

Was all i could utter back in reality as the trauma began.

"Blood!, Blood!!"

I cried out as I kept On yelling the word while shivering in fear.

"Cassie!, Cassie!!"

The doctor rushed to me as I fell to the ground and buried my face in between my kneels while continuously yelling out same word and shivering in fear.

"Shhhh, calm down. No one would hurt You. They is no blood and it's all going to be okay." She consoled while Patting my head and held me thightly closer.

"Blood."

I uttered one last time before fully breaking down into tiers.

"Shhhh, it's alright sweetheart."

★★★★AT RAFAEL'S MANSION ★★★★

He walked in furious with a gun at his hand while covered in blood. Angrily tossing the gun to the table, he ordered one of his men.

"Clean it up."

"So you killed him." Came out Nicolas' voice as he walked down the stairs while glaring at Rafael and the stains of blood all over his body.

"He was getting on my nerves and you of all people know how much I hate that." He spoke while cleaning his bloody hands with a towel then tossing it somewhere to the ground making Alma sign as she went to pick it up.

"So I am guessing you let him out." Nicolas raised a brow.

"I only kept him hidden for Isa's sake. I don't want anything frightening her." Rafael signed.

"Are you guys referring to Raja?" Alma interfered.

"You know it all Alma, so why ask?" Rafael blurt.

"Well you better not let Isa see you like that cause you look so messed up. And speaking of her, it's almost time for her closing." Alma uttered while heading towards the kitchen.

"Don't worry Alma, I will be picking her from school today. So I will quickly go freshen up." Rafeal replied as he went up the stairs and headed to his room for a shower.

★★★BACK AT THE PSYCHOLOGIST OFFICE ★★★

The Psychologist walked out of her office leaving Cassie alone who had calmed off but was still in a little trauma as she sat on the chair with her head buried in-between her kneels.

"Did she say anything?"

Lana asked worried and the Psychologist shook her head slightly in disappointment.

"Still same old thing. Cassie had just turned nineteen, Am guessing it's something huge from her past which is holding her from moving forward and that had really traumatized her. Her brain could react low and if this goes on, I am afraid she would become slow." She sadly uttered making Lana lost of words.

"Wh...what do you mean?"

"Slow in the aspect of reacting. You can slap her now and it will take a whole day before she even notice it. We Can't keep pushing her to tell us her fear or it would result to that. So I would advise to just leave her alone until she learns to adjust herself and reviel her fear willingly. Till then, she should be taken good care of and shouldn't go through any trauma for the main time." She explained.

"Alright. Thank you so much Mrs flin. You've really watched out for our dear Cassie throughout the past few years. And we hold our gratitude to you." Lana thanked.

"Don't mention it, The pleasure is all mine. And please do make sure to give me a call if anything goes wrong." She requested and Lana gave a sweet nod in reply before heading to Cassie.