Paris! My first morning in Paris! I almost whirl into a dance, but I catch myself as I step out of my suite. The golden light of the Parisian morning filters through the tall windows of the George V Hotel, casting a warm glow on the marble floors. I step into the grand lobby, my heart pounding with a mixture of excitement and disbelief. I'm really here-Paris! The city of love, art, and endless possibilities. I head to the reception desk, where a kind-faced, silver-haired man in an impeccably pressed uniform stands ready to help. His name tag reads "Henri." My brother Simon mentioned that Henri was the best concierge in Paris. As I approach, he gives me a polite nod and a warm smile. "Good morning, Mademoiselle Sinclair. You look lovely, my dear. How may I be of assistance today?" "Good morning, Henri!" I can't help but smile back at him. "Would you please arrange for a hotel driver, a car? I'm heading to the Louvre this morning. I've decided that my first day of exploring has to be there, and I can't wait to take in all its treasures." Henri's smile widens, and he nods approvingly. "Ah, the Louvre. An excellent choice for your first day. You will find it truly magnificent. Just a moment, mademoiselle." He picks up his phone and makes a quick call. Within moments, he confirms that a hotel car will be arriving shortly. As I wait, I glance around the lobby, taking in the opulent ambiance. Crystal chandeliers hang from the ceiling, casting sparkling reflections on the polished surfaces. Elegant, plush furnishings invite guests to relax and linger. The air is filled with the soft murmur of conversation and the soft clink of fine china from the nearby dining room. It's like stepping into a dream. I turn to Henri, who's now watching me with friendly curiosity. "How's your brother, the esteemed Simon Sinclair?" he asks. "Busy conquering the world, as usual." I laugh. I love my brother so much, and of course Henri would know him, or know of him. Simon seems to know everyone, or everyone knows him, I reflect, from governors, film directors, and captains of industry to the best concierge in Paris. "And is this your first time here, mademoiselle?
friendships, everything life had to offer. We had built the strongest foundation, along with several very close friends like Max and his brother Nick. In fact, I think back, Nick had a crush on me in high school, but I chose Eric. So he walked away. Nick moved to Vegas from Montana during our high school years. He and Eric became fast friends, and yes, I found him interesting. But Eric was my focus, and we were boyfriend and girlfriend. We all hung out, and while it was no secret that Nick liked-
and then fell in love with-me, I couldn't love him back. In the end, it didn't hurt our friendship. There was always a little sexual tension there, but isn't there always sexual tension when you're young, in your teens and early twenties? Nick accepted my decision, adored Eric, and so we became friends. We played sports together, hiked the Grand Canyon, went on school trips across the country, went to family parties, and went to concerts. So many fond memories, the kind you have when you're young and think your whole life is ahead of you. Eric and I got engaged after college graduation. We were so excited, planning our life together. Losing him suddenly, months before our wedding, was too much for my heart to bear. I felt lost, adrift in a sea of ​​grief, until my older brother, Simon, stepped in. I certainly have friends who helped or tried to help, including sweet, strong Max, my father's trusted lieutenant at the Sapphire Club, and Nick-Max's brother. Max came to the Sapphire Club and Las Vegas through Nick, after serving in the Special Forces. And Max eventually became Simon's right-hand man. Nick grieved just as I did when Eric died... Older brother Simon has always been my rock, my protector. Even more so after our parents passed away. And then again after Eric left.
He's a shark, a rich and powerful man in the world, and many fear him. But with me, he's always been kind. I wish I could be more like him, stronger perhaps, but I'm more like our mother. She was quiet, sweet (sweeter than me!), and saw the best in everyone. I took over the Sinclair Charitable Foundation right after college, interning there as a student. Mom started it, and I wanted to continue her work. I found joy in supporting animal rescues, providing scholarships to underprivileged children, advancing the foundation's cancer research, stocking food banks, and so on. It fulfilled my life, but it just wasn't enough when I lost Eric. I fell into a deep depression, some days not wanting to get out of bed. Simon appointed a temporary director for the foundation, Cecily Anderson. With his gentle guidance and unwavering support, he suggested I take some time for myself in a special place he knew, nestled in the Swiss Alps. For five months, I allowed myself to grieve, feel, and slowly rebuild myself with the help of professionals. Fresh air, a change of scenery, great therapists-all of it helped. I knew I was lucky to be getting treatment-so many people struggling with major depression don't have the same resources. I decided to add a branch to our Foundation for just that-helping people who are deeply depressed without resources-in the coming months, out of gratitude. As I grew stronger in spirit, good memories began to overwhelm the grief. Memories of Eric began to creep into my mind.
And memories of Nick and Max, too. I felt like I was betraying Eric the day I thought of Nick romantically, but my therapist told me that was normal. That Eric would want me to move on and not stay stuck in a place of grief, not living. I wasn't sure how I felt about that. But eventually, a spark of adventure ignited within me. I now yearned to explore, to experience life again, beyond the confines of my healing sanctuary. I love art and collect it, so Paris appealed to me. My therapists encouraged this step, as did Simon. And now, my first day at the Louvre! I want to fill my heart with beauty and finally shake off the remnants of my dark depression that has been my companion for far too long. I spent the morning wandering the halls of the Louvre, completely enchanted by the masterpieces that surrounded me. Every brushstroke, every sculpture and manuscript spoke to my soul, uplifting my spirit in a way I hadn't felt in years. I love French painters and I lingered over these paintings, absorbing them into my soul. Sure, I had to see the Mona Lisa and the Venus de Milo, like everyone else. But I've always been a fan of Egyptian art, and the Louvre has one of the largest collections outside of Egypt. I was absolutely mesmerized and lost in every piece, every story, every manuscript, every sculpture, every intriguing face. After the tour, I decided to grab an espresso at a nearby outdoor café along the Seine to reenergize myself and let the overwhelming experience sink in. As I sat sipping a strong cup of coffee and watching the world go by, I felt simply blissful. I closed my eyes and a memory, a fond memory, came to me. Eric had taken me on a surprise trip to the Grand Canyon for my birthday. Nick and Max had gone too, because they loved hiking and we all enjoyed each other's company.
He had arranged for a helicopter to take us there, which included a picnic lunch. The sun on my face now reminded me of how I had felt that day, so surprised and happy to be with my love in such a magnificent place. He was an amateur guitarist and had brought his guitar. The guys were joking around with him. I remember Nick saying, "Are you trying to tune that thing or should that be a song?" And as he was warming up, Max yelled, "Watch out, guys! We have a new Jimi Hendrix wannabe here." When we were at home, they would usually have something to say like, "Watch out, or you might summon the spirit of every cat in the neighborhood," so Eric would just laugh and be used to their banter. As we sat in the shade of the picnic area, enjoying our drinks and the vast expanse of nature, he strummed his guitar and sang a new song, just for me. One he had composed. I remember the silence around us, four little beings in the middle of a vast natural space, and the clear sounds of the guitar strings and his voice. It was a love song, and I still remember the words to this day. The last line echoes in my head now, and I remember the expression on Eric's face as he sang, and the unreadable look on Nick's face as he sat next to him: Under the vast canyon sky, our hearts soar, Hand in hand, we chase the sun into the night. With every star above, our love will always grow, Together forever, that's what I know. The boys teased him, but they were impressed, I remember thinking as I looked at their faces that day.
I loved the music and his clear voice, and I told him so... I slowly come back to the present of that day at the Grand Canyon, a small smile of fond remembrance on my face. I'm coming to terms with the loss and beginning to remember the good times we shared. The sunny terrace of Le Petit Café buzzed with the soft murmur of conversation and the clink of coffee cups. I leaned back in my wrought-iron chair, savoring the warmth on my face and the rich aroma of freshly ground coffee beans that emanated from the open doors behind me and flowed through my veins. Suddenly, a commotion erupted, shattering the peaceful afternoon. My eyes flew open in time to see a ragged man in a worn jacket snatch my nd. I
Chapter 1 With every star above
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Chapter 2 everyone
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Chapter 3 heart
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Chapter 4 seduction
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Chapter 5 art collection
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Chapter 6 I sit up straight
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Chapter 7 Because I do
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Chapter 8 This isn't comfortable
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Chapter 9 I'm sure
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Chapter 10 to be cautious than sorry
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Chapter 11 disturb
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Chapter 12 not married
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Chapter 13 new daddy
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Chapter 14 what about me
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Chapter 15 excellent
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Chapter 16 he's not
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Chapter 17 Hong Kong and Australia
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Chapter 18 he couldn't
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Chapter 19 voice shaking
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Chapter 20 hear people stopping
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Chapter 21 I was suspicious
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Chapter 22 mission
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Chapter 23 The sound
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Chapter 24 Welcome to the Sapphire
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Chapter 25 TV show
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Chapter 26 territory
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Chapter 27 just discovered
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Chapter 28 secrets and silent
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Chapter 29 Las vegas
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Chapter 30 delicate perfume
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Chapter 31 my body
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Chapter 32 luxurious home
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Chapter 33 new dance
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Chapter 34 of the bright spotlight
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Chapter 35 Amazing
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Chapter 36 now I'm not so sure
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Chapter 37 close
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Chapter 38 I cry
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Chapter 39 girlfriend
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Chapter 40 Good girl
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