Be Forever

Cat pov

I sat in the car staring at the gun in my hands, lost count how many life's this gun has killed, and how many life's It's tortured, staring at the gun I smiled it was the only thing that won't betray you in this crazy world , I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I was the queen of death.

" Boss it's time". I opened my eyes and saw jack, staring at me through the car window, keeping my gun in my thigh I nodded and got down from the car. 

" We have the guards taken care of, and they weren't much". Jack explains as we walked into the house, everything was sorted out, I just had to try not to fall over all the blood and dead bodies, and thank goodness I didn't, taking out my gun we walked in and found, MR Robert my victim of today, sitting on his couch and staring at his wine with a smirk before taking it down his throat he seemed rather calm, and didn't even have guards with him, well we did kill them but still, was he seeking death?.

" So you're the one Aiden sent". His voice came out calm, like I wasn't here to kill him, making me blink of a while, dropping his empty wine cup he stood up and turned to me eyeing Me like he was amused." I must admit you surprised me". He continued.

" That's me full of surprises" pointing my gun at him, as always my kill was smooth and simple.

" Feisty" . He mumbled, picking up his wine bottle, taking another sip directly from the bottle, did we miss something?.

"It's what I know to do best". He smiled like all this was exciting, I won't blame him we all are crazy, makes me almost feel bad.

I said ALMOST.

"Leave now, this doesn't seem fair and I don't hurt little girls ". Okay was he high, yes he was how could I not notice, see now I feel bad.

.I pulled the trigger,and I watched his hands eyes widened with shock just before he fell,on his knees, did he think I wouldn't kill him?.

" No!". I swear, that scream almost made me go deaf,I looked up and saw a lady with a baby in her hands and a 4 years old hiding behind her like he was scared,well I won't blame him he just watched his father die before his eyes.

" Boss what do we do with them?" Steve asked ." Nothing".I said

" Nothing?". I heard Jack's voice ask.

" Yes nothing, let's go". walking towards the door, I heard the clicking of a gun.

"No". The voice of jack made me stop, I turned towards him and he was pointing a fucking gun at them.

" Jack, put down the gun".I really didn't have the energy for this.

" No, our mission is to leave no soul behind". Oh God,my men pointed their guns at him but I raised my hands telling them to lower their guns,my eyes darkened as I stared at the gun he was pointing at them.

I stared at the lady but she just closed her eyes waiting for the bullet to hit her,I couldn't let another innocent soul die,I already had too much blood on my hands.

"Are you challenging me". I ask walking closer to him,and then he pointed his gun at me , and he's dead.

"What do you think?". He asked.

I clenched my hands tightly, ever since I became second in command,it didn't sit well with most of the shadows, they felt me being in power was an insult to them,and it wasn't a surprise jack was one of them, shoot he was almost my best man, again I said ALMOST.

" Drop the gun while am being nice".

"Meet you in hell". Before he could pull the trigger, I took out my gun, shooting him in his right arm and on his left tigh,  he fell on his knees holding his arm in pain,they fucking need to work on their reflexes, walking closer to him, I squat down to his level, lifting his face with my gun, just to meet his scared eyes, that's all I want to see.

" I would be calling the shots for long,so get used to it". I said and I could see the surprise in his eyes, I wasn't going to kill him, and he was lucky, rising up I could see the fears in my men, that's more like it.

Tossing my gun to Steve, I walked out of the house, mission done. I got in my car with Steve and closed my eyes as soon as the car started,another blood on my hands, fuck I needed to get out of this life before I killed the whole fucking world.

" Why didn't you kill him?". I heard Steve ask.

" Who?".I knew, who he was talking about, but it was fun to mess with him.

" Jack, he clearly challenged you and even pointed a fucking gun at you, and you fucking spared him". Steve hissed out, he was clearly annoyed.

" It doesn't matter,I just can't keep killing all of them, it's better they are alive and fear me". Sighing, I take out my phone.

" Well he doesn't deserve to live". 

" Easy boy, I was the one he pointed a gun at, I get to decide if I want to keep him or not". I said moving my gaze from my phone and staring at him.

" Fine ". He sighed out, and I giggled moving my gaze back to my phone, wondering why my sis hasn't replied my text yet.