The World isn t as Ugly nor Beautiful as You Think

I was waiting for him desperately. It's been 3 days since he went to war. I was a little bit afraid and scared but he was serving our emperor. And I was proud of that. According to the news, he was going to come today and I could not wait anymore.

I saw many of his colleagues coming home but he was not with them. It was already noon but still, he hadn't come. I saw his friends and I went to ask him "Where is he?" He looked down, my heart was beating fast, I was scared of hearing anything wrong. Finally, he said something like "He didn't survive." I was broken into thousands of pieces, I could not believe in what I heard.

I knew where they were going to fight, I ran towards there, tears were coming to my eyes, I was running like a crazy person, finally, I reached that place. There were so many dead bodies. I ran towards every soldier's body that I saw but I was but I couldn't find him. I was anxious, I started to look everywhere again and I saw one soldier with that ring. When I went there, I was scared. I slowly moved that person and found he was my Xu Meng. I sat down and held him, I was crying, I couldn't speak anything.

After a while I buried him. I was holding his sword and the last thing I said before killing myself was "I Yu Fang will always love you and let's meet in the next life Xu Meng" I cut my neck with his sword… before closing my eyes for forever I recall all my good memories with him…

I opened my eyes and found my eyes wet. I smiled and woke up from bed and went to the washroom and washed my face. I looked in the mirror and found similarities between him and Yu Fang. "I need to stop reading too many functional novels… Feng ling focuses on reality, not on fictional stories and characters" I got ready for my school. I study at university. It's my 1day of 2nd year.

I am Fang Ling, a university student. I am 19 years old, an introvert, I don't like making friends as well as I don't talk to anyone. I like to read fictional novels. And I always had some bad dreams and they seemed more real than the actual world. Anyway, I was heading to my university but I felt I was being followed by someone. I looked back and I didn't find anyone there. I increased my speed and walked faster but still, I felt I was being followed by someone.

I started to run as fast as I could. I didn't look back, I kept running. Finally, I reached University. I took a breath of relief but I saw one guy was coming towards me and he was panting. He stood up in front of me and looked at me with his tired eyes. He took a long breath and handed me my keys "You dropped this on the street" I turned red with embarrassment, I immediately thanked him and headed to my classroom.