Hikari Origin Hitaku Quest Season 1 2

Ayanda Mkozola's Point of view.

As soon as I arrived home I slowly placed my school bag on the chair that was near my bedroom's door and took off my school shoes and threw myself on the bed trying to sleep but I couldn't.

I just can't really sleep unless I take this pills this stupid pills. I looked at them as they were on my bed.

Why did I have to be born with Bipolar? Does anyone at school know that I have Bipolar? I don't really think they know because I know they would treat me differently just like how everyone at my previous school started treating me differently after finding out about my condition.

Others stopped talking with me while others started gossiping about me saying I'm crazy and I don't deserve to seat near them or go to the same school they go to but I never did let that get into my mind.

My friends too started speaking ill about me and it hit me that maybe I am crazy and this pills are the cause of all this and I stopped taking them.

After stopping to take these pills my mind started showing me things and giving me many thoughts. I couldn't really handle this but my parents didn't notice at first until they were called at school that I stabbed my friend with pen well not a friend anymore.

My parents rushed to school and the school wanted to take me to a school hearing but they later found out about my condition and told my parents to take me to hospital so that I can be treated properly.

A few weeks I came back to school better but no one wanted to be near me and that's when it dawned to me that I am alone and will always be alone since I was born.

No matter how much I tried to apologize and amend for my mistakes no one wanted to listen.

I started isolating myself from everyone even at home. I stopped being the Ayanda that was always on their business when I'm happy and that's when my parents decided to take me out of that school and take me to this school.

As soon as I arrived at this school I got all the attention I ever needed and wanted. All the boys wanted and still wants my attention.

I'll be doing my school work and when I turn, a guy will be looking at me like I'm the most beautiful woman on earth.

After learning and knowing about Enzokuhle wait my Enzokuhle, I started seeing life differently. Imagine seating near your future husband everyday.

Enzokuhle is sweet, funny, perfect, a genius, gentle, handsome, thoughtful and all the other things you could ever think of.

Every time when I think of Enzokuhle my heart becomes happy really happy.

I once thought that Maria wants Enzokuhle and I tried getting close to her till I realized that she doesn't want him. I became really happy since she was doing herself a very big favor by not even looking at my Enzokuhle that way because he belongs to me and Maria is not even beautiful as me.

I got off my bed and went to my wardrobe taking out my denim short with my blue shirt, my white all star and took my camera going to do my hobby.

As I was about to step outside I heard my mom calling me and I stopped looking back, "You can't go on an empty stomach eat this fat cake and I hope you took your pills" as she said this I nodded with my head since my mouth was full with the fat cake she just stuffed into my mouth.

I waved at her and took a taxi.