My Secret My Bully My Mates Series by Miss L

CASSIE POV

  Exhausted and overwhelmed but still needing to tackle the never-ending chores of cleaning the house; I dragged myself to the cupboard and grabbed my usual cleaning supplies and put on some music as I began to work. Slowly but surely I made my way through each room and made a list of each task that needed to be done and those that were completed. By the time I was finished, I had managed to get through most of the cleaning and felt a sense of accomplishment.

  Even though I was still tired, I was proud of what I accomplished. I went to my room, check the time it was almost 11pm, I sat on my bed, thinking about the celebration of tomorrow, the alpha coronation and it’s also the day I would get to meet my wolf and mate but I was feeling nervous about it.

   A lot of questions was running through my mind , what if my mate doesn’t like me? What if he reject me? I was getting frustrated already I couldn’t stop thinking of the possibility of getting rejected by my mate.

   “Shut up and keep your negative thoughts to yourself, how will you be thinking negatively about our mate, I know he will love and cherish us.” My wolf Nikky said angrily.

  Well she is obviously angry with me but I can feel that she is also scared about the possibility of me being right.

    “Sorry, Nikky I’m just scared, I don’t want our mate to reject us just like my parents did. He is our only hope I pray he love and cherish us.” I said lying down on my bed.

   “Then stop thinking negatively, you should be thinking about how our first night with our mate would look like, does he like sex very much, what’s his favorite sex position, does he love to be on top, his he romantic, his he…”

   “Nikky! Can you stop your lustful thinking for once, you know I don’t really care about sex I just want him to love me, and besides I haven’t had sex before I don’t know how it feels like.” I said cutting her off.

   “Well that’s for you Cassie, as for me I don’t want to die a virgin and besides I heard sex is very good for the health, so tomorrow morning before the alpha coronation begins let’s go to the library.”

   “Why are we going to the library?, I have work to do tomorrow is the alpha coronation and you know I’m in charge of cleaning and putting everything together.”

    “Yes I know, that was why I said will should go in the morning. We need to look for some erotic books, so that will could learn some sex position, in case we meet our mate tomorrow.” She said smiling like a child that has been given lollipop sweet.

  I couldn’t help but laugh at how silly she is, all she knows is that she don’t want to die a virgin she don’t even care if her mate loves her or not.        “Nikky I don’t know what you are talking about all I know is that tomorrow is the alpha coronation and also my birthday I have a lot of work to do I don’t have time to go to the library to feed your sexual fantasies.”

   “What!! You boring human.” She said angrily.

     “Good night Nikky, I need to sleep I have a lot of work tomorrow, I don’t want to wake up late.”     “No Cassie, I can’t let you sleep, let’s talk about it first, you can’t sleep now, we need to prepare for tomorrow what if we meet our mate tomorrow and we can’t perform well?”

 “Nikky, I really need to sleep I’m tired, we will talk about it tomorrow.” I said closing my eyes. “Okay fine, Good night then, we can finish our discussion tomorrow.”

 “Good night Nikky.” ************************************************ “Cassie, wake up, wake up. Mariam is coming, you need to wake up.” Ella my co-maid shouted while tapping my body.

    I woke up immediately, only to see a scared Ella and an angry cold eyes, Mariam holding a bucket of water before I could say anything she empty the bucket of cold water on me.