Why is it hard to love me

A SHORT REQUEST FROM MY SIDE. AS THIS IS MY FIRST STORY THERE MIGHT BE SOME MISTAKES. SO I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND FORGIVE THE MISTAKES I MADE. YOU CAN FREELY POINT THEM OUT SO THAT I CAN DO BETTER.

ALSO THE STORY MIGHT HAVE SOME DARK SIDE, IF YOU ARE BOTHERED BY SOME PARTS YOU CAN POINT IT OUT BUT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO EDIT THAT PART BUT I ALSO WILL NOT DO THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE.

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<<…So, I was swayed for a moment." His words were like bullets piercing my heart. I still could not believe what he was saying, I grabbed his shirt and asked with tears in my eyes, "What about the time... the time we spent together? What about everything we did together? What about…" He interrupted me as he made his shirt free from my hand looked at the side she was and said, "It was a time pass for me. Just look at her and look at yourself in the mirror. I love her. I missed her. I did not feel anything for you. I just played with you. Do you think a fatty like you deserves me? Ha-ha, did you really think I loved a hippo like you? ">>

Well, I am an ordinary girl. I do not know if a fat girl with no talent is called ordinary but I call myself ordinary. My name is Sarah Watson. Pretty name nah? But I have tons of names I am called rather than this. Many are indirectly insults and a very few are cute. I was totally an introvert. When I did not read Grade two and directly went to Grade three since that day I had almost no friends. Coincidentally, after I jumped a class, I had to put on the spectacles too due to my poor eyesight. Obviously till grade 1, I had a few friends with whom I played, I laughed and shared lunch. But after skipping one grade I was unable to talk to anyone.

I was a shy girl. Well the only time I had company was during lunch time as my mom packed me delicious lunch every day. I could not make any friends. No one ever noticed me. The so called girl friends always talked and laughed with each other. Once when I tried to be with them, they behaved as if I was a being a thorn there as if I was disturbing them. So after that I never tried. I was alone. They never shared anything with me. So, I always thought why is it me who is not in their friend circle? Why is it me who is ignored? Why me? Why??